so i should be at school today
but ididnt feel too up to it.
yesterday was spent just crying coz i dont want to go to school where my parents are making me go :(
i mean.. whats in Merced..
well i mean i could spend a lot of time up in yosemite national park :(:(:(
i mean i REALLY dont care where i go to school
its just that.. wtf.. why so far!
i cant live w/o my girls..
and if i move farther..that means i will get to see my parents even less
my mom promised " oh ill come up every month.."
yeah like that is really going to happen 3 30 AM ... my mom drove me to bakersfield..
got there around 6 30.. my train left at like.. 7
then i arrived @ merced around.. 10 ..
hung out at the campus.. for BOBCAT DAY! woo!! where i got se e all the families looking around..
while i walked around alone..w/o a cause really.
dalia would call me everyonce in awhile. those were my high lights of the day.
umm around 4.. i was taken back to the station. my train came at like... 7
so i decided to walk to the lil store around the corner
where on the way i was harrassed by various folks..
it was scary
a gang of guys followed me into the store after i ignored them outside...
they just asked me a few silly questions n stuff
but i was thoroughly scared
and literally ran back to the station :(
where i sat alone for 2+ hrs...
then my train came.. i boarded 6:52 PM got back to bakersfield around 930
then took a bus to the LA union station..and i got there around... midnight
the station itself was GORGEOUS! the people in it.. kinda sketchy
then i was picked up from there around.. 130 AM and i was home..around.. 230
i think that was the longest day of my life.
yeah. so yeah..
anyone else going to UC MErced? ha..