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[thuglyfe_fasho]

i dont think ive ever been sadder in my life
the realization that ur attending a funeral.. the first one of my life
will be for one of my best friends


i love you amanda so much.
and i will miss you wiht all my heart.
its so sad that you just turned 18. 18!!!!
and u were living such a promising life
why did it have to be you...
of all people.
why you...
why
why
why
why!!!? ..

god. i miss you so much
who's bobble head am i gonna wake up in AP gov?
who is gonna plan our trip to europe??
..whos gonna make us laugh doin sexy things !?

god.
being @ the place you died. was so hard
i fell to my knees begging for you to come back

im still waiting for you to burst thru the doors and tell us its all a joke!
its all for fun...
all for shits n giggles.



altho i know your not comin back..

so many memories..
and no more to make with you..
i miss you
and i want you to come back
my heart hurts so bad right now
you were such a beautiful person. i couldnt pick a person more undeserving
and watching your dad cry!? ..
hes always been so strong.. the sturdy one
dont worry tho.
the girls and i are gonna take care of your mommy and papa..and lil jessica..
















in loving memory of Amanda Lee "the Beast" Carnahan
march 5,1987 - march 17,2005