Mar 22, 2005 10:29
I needs to start trustinq my mans. I mean, I do. So far he's been actinq qood. I'm actually amazed about how he is actinq now. He's there for me alot more than he used to be. He doesn't let anyone fuck wit me. I've been feelinq so much better now that he is in my life more. I'm so thankful.
I feel bad bcuz I found some cd in my car that was not mine. & it had qirly writinq all over it. I didn't know where it came from. I was so upset. I thouqht he was brinqin hoes in my car. Bcuz I asked him 'bout it & he had no idea where it came from either. So I kept thinkin..."ok...how does a cd just appear in my car & no one knows how it qot there?" It didn't make sense to me. I didn't qo off & start accusinq him but I was ill at the fact of the matter & it did seem like I took it out on him a lil bit. He qot upset bcuz he was thinkin that I thouqht he was lyinq. NO. those words never came out my mouth but I quess it juss looked that way bcuz of the attitude I was brinqin. I actually juss talked to my bro a lil bit aqo & I mentioned it to him bcuz I was upset & this is what happened:
x MAKEMESM1LE: do you have a senses fail cd?
Fall0utB0y97: yea
x MAKEMESM1LE: i found one in my car thats not mine. noone knows where it came from. but chase has been drivinq my car around for errands and work and stuff. so either he had someone in my car or someone i know left it in my car and i had no idea
Fall0utB0y97: oh shit thats where it went
x MAKEMESM1LE: it has colorful writinq on it
Fall0utB0y97: yeh a qirl burned it for me i didnt desiqn it
x MAKEMESM1LE: seriously?!!?
x MAKEMESM1LE: JAMIE THANK YOU GOD YOU JUST MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER!!!!
Fall0utB0y97: hahaha
x MAKEMESM1LE: I had feelinqs chase was brinqinq qirls all up in my car.
Fall0utB0y97: nope, i mean listen to the cd im sure a lot of qirls dont like senses fail
I feel so much betta!!(: I need to qive him a lil apoloqy. I will toniqht. I'll make it up to him ♥ (!!!)
Everytime your name was brouqht up
I would act all nonchalant infront of an audience
Like if you was just another shorty I put the nauqhty on
But uh, truth be told you do me for a loop, this Hov
I'm too old to be frontin when I'm feelinq Denzel
And you actinq like you aint appealinq but you are
Stuntin like you aint my only girl but you are
I'm ready to stop when you are