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ok so i have moved into rowe and begun to take my 3 classes. it is turning out to be more then i bargined. for example,in my history class we get an assignment on tuesday that is due thursday.....it ends up being a 15 page long paper...yeah fuck that, but oh well it is for the best. i ended up getting a 3.54 gpa for the spring semester, and this goes on top of the 3.70 i got for the fall so i am pulling my shit together.
things with holly just seem to be getting more confusing.....she is starting to get mad at me cause i wont commite to her, and i have no intentions of doing so. i am not looking for a relationship and even though it mean to say she is just a girl to me right now and idk i just cant see myself ever commiting to her cause we r just too different. but like i said she is getting mad at me now so i am going to have to decide what i want to do, but like i said...fuck relationships right now.
i am still waiting for all this paperwork to go through and hopefully get approved so that i can start work sometime next week hopefully. if i get apporved then i will be working either in athletics or in financial aid for the remainder of the summer. and once that is figured out i learn my day time hours, i can apply to daniels or wherever and work nights.....so just wainting on everything....i fucking hate paperwork lol.
i have also been wicked sick the past two weeks or so. i finally decided to go to the health center and they told me i had strep throat..which i prety much knew n e ways, and on top of that i had conjuncton junction (aka pink eye) in BOTH EYES!! but now it is clearing my system and moved down into my chest so i am just couphing alot now.
but things havent seemed right lately, it feel like i am missing something, or that i just dont belong here...like i should be doing something else with my life right now...cant explain the feeling but it has just been there inside me for a while now....but n e ways that is my life as of right now, we will see how things progress this summer.....
things with holly just seem to be getting more confusing.....she is starting to get mad at me cause i wont commite to her, and i have no intentions of doing so. i am not looking for a relationship and even though it mean to say she is just a girl to me right now and idk i just cant see myself ever commiting to her cause we r just too different. but like i said she is getting mad at me now so i am going to have to decide what i want to do, but like i said...fuck relationships right now.
i am still waiting for all this paperwork to go through and hopefully get approved so that i can start work sometime next week hopefully. if i get apporved then i will be working either in athletics or in financial aid for the remainder of the summer. and once that is figured out i learn my day time hours, i can apply to daniels or wherever and work nights.....so just wainting on everything....i fucking hate paperwork lol.
i have also been wicked sick the past two weeks or so. i finally decided to go to the health center and they told me i had strep throat..which i prety much knew n e ways, and on top of that i had conjuncton junction (aka pink eye) in BOTH EYES!! but now it is clearing my system and moved down into my chest so i am just couphing alot now.
but things havent seemed right lately, it feel like i am missing something, or that i just dont belong here...like i should be doing something else with my life right now...cant explain the feeling but it has just been there inside me for a while now....but n e ways that is my life as of right now, we will see how things progress this summer.....