Sep 21, 2005 22:53
So every two weeks I make between
350 and 415 dollars. every TWO weeks.
How am I supposed to live off of that?
I made more than that when I was
handing out flyers for the music
shop that used to be up the block.
and THAT was before I had addictions
to fucking worry about..I was eleven.
maybe I was twelve...who knows, I
really don't remember anything anymore.
all I know is that I started going to
a private school for graphic design..
(and for like 30 grand a fuckin year)
and I'm the only person who likes to
watch horror movies and listen to music.
Everyone is either a total computer nerd.
an art fag, or a thug kat tryin to look hard.
me and Biscuit are basically the only two
kids that aren't complete fucking herbs.
correct me if I'm wrong, I might be a herb too.
I saw atmosphere yayy that's all.
I'm addicted to sleeping pills yayyy that's all.
I'm not finishing my design project yayyy that's not good.
I think I'm in a fight with Becca yayyy oh boy.
I know some people are gonna say I'm depressed.
But wouldn't it feel really good to just sulk
for a couple of weeks.. don't work. don't do anything.
just to sit in my house and watch old fresh prince reruns
grow some hair on my face and never change out of a bathrobe.
I'm not feeling as evil as I used to ....
I remember I used to be up to something...
Women used to ask me what I was planning...
Now they just tell me I have nice eyes...
Read "Early Autumn" by Langston Hughes.
goodnight, you fucking pussies.
Lollipops, nigga.