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There Goes Da Neighbahood!!
I think I broke my fucking hand last night.
It looks bruised and it hurts when I wiggle
my thumb back and forth. Stuff like this
always happens when I'm seeing bands I really
don't even know or like. What's that about?
Whatever //
I've been seein somebody lately..
I think she's awesome and we
have a lot of fun together...
Plus we're dancing partners..
(yes, her..you oblivious fuck.)
But there is something wrong.
I feel as if I'm gonna push her away.
Sometimes the "gf" word slips but I
really don't want it to...Because once
it becomes an actual relationship is
the exact moment I don't want it anymore.
I've been this way for a little while but
I have been good with hiding it..
HA! I've been AMAZING at hiding it..
I like this girl but I don't think
I can shake the idea in my head that
a good amount of females are or become
dirty rotten bitches and once I see the
wrong side of someone I feel like cutting
the whole fucking thing down and calling
it off so I can just spend some time alone.
I don't see the point
in having a girlfriend.
In my eyes it's just making
plans to have future enemies.
Maybe I shouldn't be writing this because
it's not really all THAT big of a deal...
and I don't want anybody taking it the wrong way.
I just think too much sometimes and this
is what comes out of it.a big frickin mess.
whatever.i don't
give a shit.....
all of the WRONG
people are reading
this anyway....
caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn
yyyyyyyyooooooooooouuuuuuuuuu
diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggiiiiiitt.
I think I broke my fucking hand last night.
It looks bruised and it hurts when I wiggle
my thumb back and forth. Stuff like this
always happens when I'm seeing bands I really
don't even know or like. What's that about?
Whatever //
I've been seein somebody lately..
I think she's awesome and we
have a lot of fun together...
Plus we're dancing partners..
(yes, her..you oblivious fuck.)
But there is something wrong.
I feel as if I'm gonna push her away.
Sometimes the "gf" word slips but I
really don't want it to...Because once
it becomes an actual relationship is
the exact moment I don't want it anymore.
I've been this way for a little while but
I have been good with hiding it..
HA! I've been AMAZING at hiding it..
I like this girl but I don't think
I can shake the idea in my head that
a good amount of females are or become
dirty rotten bitches and once I see the
wrong side of someone I feel like cutting
the whole fucking thing down and calling
it off so I can just spend some time alone.
I don't see the point
in having a girlfriend.
In my eyes it's just making
plans to have future enemies.
Maybe I shouldn't be writing this because
it's not really all THAT big of a deal...
and I don't want anybody taking it the wrong way.
I just think too much sometimes and this
is what comes out of it.a big frickin mess.
whatever.i don't
give a shit.....
all of the WRONG
people are reading
this anyway....
caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn
yyyyyyyyooooooooooouuuuuuuuuu
diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggiiiiiitt.