(no subject)
it hurts to sit there and watch it. to see pictures with out me in them when i know i would have been. to see the friends list and im not one of them. to know what we had is gone forever and it will never come back. to know that someone else has taken my place. to be excluded from so many things. to not be in on the joke. to not know what it means or what theyre talking about. to wish this all never happened. to know this was all a mistake gone wrong.
it hurts so bad to loose the closest friends a person could have.
id almost just rather not be friends.