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its been a good... forever since i've posted. I was "studying" for my micro-econ and history test when i fell upon these lovely posts on livejournal, and I found that everyone really just bitches and whines about how much they hate their lives- and of course, Im one of them, needless to say, i will do the same in approximately .52 seconds.
So everything has been a haze over the past few weeks... months... whatever.
i moved to woodstock. woo. cant u see the excitement in my eyes? what? you cant see me? fuck you.
anyway... Im still with Lee. i thought i wanted to break up with him before my birthday. didnt happen. everything was great between us... then halloween rolls around and he gets a job in ny... that is nyc-the big apple. i spend every waking hour with him for a month straight. he leaves a week before thanksgiving. boo hoo. i cry and im depressed for a whopping week. he comes back on thanksgiving... im happy... and spend every waking hour with him- i did my first graffiti piece too! that was actually very exciting. then he leaves again... and i havent been the same since. im now a bitch. what? not a surprise? fuck you. well im even a bigger bitch now... and im depressed, antisocial, and i cry all the time. i know. its ridiculous. all over a boy.
so... now im really bored with kennesaw. well, ga in general. i want to move. preferably to ny. and if it doesnt work w/ me and lee... im still going to stay up there for a little while b/c i've always wanted to live there... that or colorado, hawaii, ca, or d.c, seattle, italy, australia, england,... blah blah blah.
so it was really nice seeing a few of you. oh... i went to laurens christmas party and made a fool of myself. i hate crying in public. people asked questions, i got emotional, i weeped like a 40 year old mother for her lost son in iraq.
oh well. this was my horoscope for today.
VIRGO:
The day ahead is promising, dear Virgo! The aspect at play will give a boost to your emotional life, and should release you from the six-week period of uncertainty that has plagued your soul. You were totally unable to trust your own judgment. Difficult as this time was, the moments of doubt must have served some purpose. Perhaps you should use your newfound clarity to sort out your experiences.
... i always feel like these things know exactly whats going on with my life. like they're talking to me. b/c a couple days ago it said i was in a "bah-humbug" kinda mood... w/ the holidays and all... and thats so true. if i hear another christmas song... by jessica simpson, nick lachey, and the freeloading whore that is riding her sister's coat tails...ashlee simpson... i am going to gouge my eyes out... but anyway thats what my horoscope said. and i think its weird b/c i've been in a slump for the past 6 weeks b/c thats when lee left. so... i think the gods are talking to me. ...jimini cricket? never mind thats my conscience...
But yeah... its like... when he left... who i am went with him. ugh! i was independent. well things WILL get better hopefully. i want myself back.
so... yeah seeyaround.
So everything has been a haze over the past few weeks... months... whatever.
i moved to woodstock. woo. cant u see the excitement in my eyes? what? you cant see me? fuck you.
anyway... Im still with Lee. i thought i wanted to break up with him before my birthday. didnt happen. everything was great between us... then halloween rolls around and he gets a job in ny... that is nyc-the big apple. i spend every waking hour with him for a month straight. he leaves a week before thanksgiving. boo hoo. i cry and im depressed for a whopping week. he comes back on thanksgiving... im happy... and spend every waking hour with him- i did my first graffiti piece too! that was actually very exciting. then he leaves again... and i havent been the same since. im now a bitch. what? not a surprise? fuck you. well im even a bigger bitch now... and im depressed, antisocial, and i cry all the time. i know. its ridiculous. all over a boy.
so... now im really bored with kennesaw. well, ga in general. i want to move. preferably to ny. and if it doesnt work w/ me and lee... im still going to stay up there for a little while b/c i've always wanted to live there... that or colorado, hawaii, ca, or d.c, seattle, italy, australia, england,... blah blah blah.
so it was really nice seeing a few of you. oh... i went to laurens christmas party and made a fool of myself. i hate crying in public. people asked questions, i got emotional, i weeped like a 40 year old mother for her lost son in iraq.
oh well. this was my horoscope for today.
VIRGO:
The day ahead is promising, dear Virgo! The aspect at play will give a boost to your emotional life, and should release you from the six-week period of uncertainty that has plagued your soul. You were totally unable to trust your own judgment. Difficult as this time was, the moments of doubt must have served some purpose. Perhaps you should use your newfound clarity to sort out your experiences.
... i always feel like these things know exactly whats going on with my life. like they're talking to me. b/c a couple days ago it said i was in a "bah-humbug" kinda mood... w/ the holidays and all... and thats so true. if i hear another christmas song... by jessica simpson, nick lachey, and the freeloading whore that is riding her sister's coat tails...ashlee simpson... i am going to gouge my eyes out... but anyway thats what my horoscope said. and i think its weird b/c i've been in a slump for the past 6 weeks b/c thats when lee left. so... i think the gods are talking to me. ...jimini cricket? never mind thats my conscience...
But yeah... its like... when he left... who i am went with him. ugh! i was independent. well things WILL get better hopefully. i want myself back.
so... yeah seeyaround.