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well i broke up with matt. and he moved out. its hard, especially with the baby, and i feel terrible. but i think it's something we both need. and if i didn't do it now it would have happened in a much worse way further down the road.
its weird, very weird to be alone. to be sleeping alone, i'm not used to it.
i am so unbelievably broke i'm not sure how i'm going to afford anything, like rent. or the massive heat bill we just got. or paying back my student loans.
i applied to salem state. i need to request my transcript from massart.
i'm getting back into drawing, i love doing portraits. if you want one just let me know who to draw and i'll do one for you.
i know this needed to happen but i hate hurting people and i feel terrible.
everything is just weird. and extra complicated since there's a baby involved.
its weird, very weird to be alone. to be sleeping alone, i'm not used to it.
i am so unbelievably broke i'm not sure how i'm going to afford anything, like rent. or the massive heat bill we just got. or paying back my student loans.
i applied to salem state. i need to request my transcript from massart.
i'm getting back into drawing, i love doing portraits. if you want one just let me know who to draw and i'll do one for you.
i know this needed to happen but i hate hurting people and i feel terrible.
everything is just weird. and extra complicated since there's a baby involved.