Ooook--W. T. F!?!
So last night I'm ready to commit hare krishna or hari keri or whatever that ritual suicide is called that the Japanese made seem so honourable & famous where they do that little prayer thing on their knees and then yank out a sword and stab themselves in the stomach.
I hurt so bad-never felt pain quite like that in my life and believe me-I’ve felt all kinds. I would rather have been shot again!
And now this morning-gone, like it never happened!
Anyone else ever have that happen?!? I mean seriously, I just don’t see how I could have been in so much pain last night for as long as I was. I alternated between laying down and reading or watching a good movie on TV and actually writing a hand-written letter (who does that anymore?!?) to keep me occupied so I wouldn't think about how much it hurt in spite of the frequent spitting into a bottle. I finally fell asleep sometime around 330 and woke up this morning at 8 and something happened in between those 4 and a half hours cause I went to sleep thinking OW OW OW only to wake up and BAM! Like it never happened.
Anyhoo…I did something unusual this morning. I went to the grocer’s and picked up a few things and the store gives little kids free balloons with their store logo on it. So I grabbed a bunch…like 8 or 9 and we (my youngest son and I since my oldest was in school) stopped by the park on the way home.
Then we gave out balloons to random people. I, Desiree Jade Hannagan-one of the shyest people you will ever meet or maybe not even meet because I am that shy a good chunk of the time and the completely multi-cultural name-went up to perfect strangers, handed them a balloon and told them it was a wish balloon and to close their eyes, make a wish and then set it free to carry their wish to heaven.
A few of them looked at me oddly for a moment-I mean who wouldn’t have-but they took it regardless, closed their eyes and then released their balloon. I’m assuming they made their wish when they closed their eyes-and probably wished that I would go far, far away-but still…I did something COMPLETELY random, COMPLETELY brave (at least for me) AND I made all of them smile!
After this morning, I just can’t see anything going wrong for the rest of the day!
*touch wood*
I hurt so bad-never felt pain quite like that in my life and believe me-I’ve felt all kinds. I would rather have been shot again!
And now this morning-gone, like it never happened!
Anyone else ever have that happen?!? I mean seriously, I just don’t see how I could have been in so much pain last night for as long as I was. I alternated between laying down and reading or watching a good movie on TV and actually writing a hand-written letter (who does that anymore?!?) to keep me occupied so I wouldn't think about how much it hurt in spite of the frequent spitting into a bottle. I finally fell asleep sometime around 330 and woke up this morning at 8 and something happened in between those 4 and a half hours cause I went to sleep thinking OW OW OW only to wake up and BAM! Like it never happened.
Anyhoo…I did something unusual this morning. I went to the grocer’s and picked up a few things and the store gives little kids free balloons with their store logo on it. So I grabbed a bunch…like 8 or 9 and we (my youngest son and I since my oldest was in school) stopped by the park on the way home.
Then we gave out balloons to random people. I, Desiree Jade Hannagan-one of the shyest people you will ever meet or maybe not even meet because I am that shy a good chunk of the time and the completely multi-cultural name-went up to perfect strangers, handed them a balloon and told them it was a wish balloon and to close their eyes, make a wish and then set it free to carry their wish to heaven.
A few of them looked at me oddly for a moment-I mean who wouldn’t have-but they took it regardless, closed their eyes and then released their balloon. I’m assuming they made their wish when they closed their eyes-and probably wished that I would go far, far away-but still…I did something COMPLETELY random, COMPLETELY brave (at least for me) AND I made all of them smile!
After this morning, I just can’t see anything going wrong for the rest of the day!
*touch wood*