so what the fuck...where do we go from here?
I just thought I'd write about all the things that have been pissing me off. This bitch will be long. Sorry. First off...
Daniel broke my fucking heart. He was everything to me. I couldn't even look at anyone else. Yeah, I'm in Texas...I know...that's what I said...but he told me he loved me. He told me so many things. They just feel so fake now. Oral sex is a bitch. I can't believe he did that to me. I cried forever. I don't know what to say, or do...or anything. Yeah, i still love him, yeah, i miss him...but no, he's a liar. Why the hell did this happen to me? I got his card today. The one that said "i know we wont forget each other, i know we can make it through the year" and a bracelet that said love on it...only to later on have him tell me that he just did stuff with another girl? I've been gone three weeks. I thought I meant more to him then that...I actually thought I did. I thought he cared. He said he messed up. Hes just going to do it again. It wasn't just one night. It hurts so much because I thought i meant more to him. He threw me aside for the ride...and i feel like shit. I feel worthless. Everything has been so crappy. Daniel....
Daniel broke my fucking heart. He was everything to me. I couldn't even look at anyone else. Yeah, I'm in Texas...I know...that's what I said...but he told me he loved me. He told me so many things. They just feel so fake now. Oral sex is a bitch. I can't believe he did that to me. I cried forever. I don't know what to say, or do...or anything. Yeah, i still love him, yeah, i miss him...but no, he's a liar. Why the hell did this happen to me? I got his card today. The one that said "i know we wont forget each other, i know we can make it through the year" and a bracelet that said love on it...only to later on have him tell me that he just did stuff with another girl? I've been gone three weeks. I thought I meant more to him then that...I actually thought I did. I thought he cared. He said he messed up. Hes just going to do it again. It wasn't just one night. It hurts so much because I thought i meant more to him. He threw me aside for the ride...and i feel like shit. I feel worthless. Everything has been so crappy. Daniel....