Cause I don't think that you know that you know what you've been missin'...

[thslovissuicide]

I really don't know what's wrong with all these people. It seems like alot of people are getting mad at me because i'm moving. IS IT THAT WRONG TO WANT A CHANCE AT A BETTER LIFE? Don't get me wrong, I love my friends with all of my heart...and yeah it hurts to leave them but wtf...I need to do this for myself

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[dont_be_a_hero]

Ha. As sad as it is. You should go.

I love you. I'll miss you, and to be absolutely honest i want you to go.

And just like you said, soon enough we will care less whether you come back or not, and your right. Because more then half the kids you think are your friends are not "true friends".

... and jessica, i hate to say it. But me and you are not true friends. I hate to put the blame on you, but since the beginning of our relationship i constantly tried to get close to you and be your "true friend". But you just told me i was smothering you, and annoying you.

Thus... i gave up.

Im sorry you have to leave everyone in this way. But i guess its alot easier to leave in this way, then in any other way.

-Have fun in texas, and treat your friends there right.
Make them "true"

I love you, and if its possible, i will keep in touch.

[dont_be_a_hero]

You broke alot of hearts in North Carolina.

Try not to do the same in Texas.

[glamxcorexkills]

Jesus Matt. do you have to go there.?

[dont_be_a_hero]

One more thing.

Dont be a straight edge asshole.
Like that one time you took my clove and smashed in on the ground at jills party.

Thats was not cool.
I respect your wanting to be straight-edge,
so respect my wanting to intoxicate myself.

[thslovissuicide]

i do respect it, you do what you want...i just don't like watching you hurt yourself. haha, and that was...forever ago.<3

pfft..

[dont_be_a_hero]

HAHAHAHA this journal entry made me laugh. Dan doesn't need to realize that what he said hurt you...YOU need to realize that the whole fucking world doesn't revolve around you and you need to get out of your own self-pity and realize that so many things that you said and did hurt so many people. hmmm..yepp..thats all...k..hope your plane blows up! bye

Re: pfft..

[thslovissuicide]

hmm..wow..thanks.

so called second chance

[brand_new_skatr]

second chance??? look i dont meen to be mean but everywhere you go its the same shit. cus everywhere you go there is people. and if there are people theres people to hurt. people to love. people to piss off. theres the people who wont like you. the people who will talk shit about you. the people you want like. the peeps you like. theres always an argument with this fucked world and people. it doesnt match. theres never a true peace . it could get better but the second chance doesnt exist after the 20 left behind by everyone else. theres no such thing as a better life any where cus any where is the same as any where else. charlotte, texas, they have people they have towns, skools and people. so there will be argument "heartaches and letdowns"- good luck with finding this "second chance" and have a nice life and you said after time all this will heal... but people do forget and peeps remember but will you remember usss??????/---kyle