Enjoy the moment because...
It's been 1 mth and 2 weeks since my last day of work.
Staying home, looking for a job, giving tuition, doing housework, and hanging out with friends are all I ever do these days..
It was a good change for awhile.. Having not to worry abt work, not being stressed, no longer getting nonsense from everyone.. It was basically THE day that I had been looking forward to ever since the day I started working..
Then, the worry sets in.. Surviving on whatever $$ I have and have set aside for rainy days, finding the $$ when it eventually depletes, and being afraid that I'll totally degenerate just like how it happens when Alzheimer's strike (you know, being in your comfort zone for long period of time actually builds up on one's inertia).
And eventually comes to a standstill.. After applying so many jobs and not one application is successful (well, half, cos I've gotten myself a part-time), I started to let things be.. I mean, I've done my part in sending them out.. All I can do now is to wait for a chance for an intv, right?
Luckily, I still have tuitioning and a new part-time job to sustain myself.. Phew~~ But wait.. Just myself only arh..
Also, I will probably give up on Mktg and Advertising already.. Come to think of it.. It's nothing but a pile of stress.. It's like a shot of adrenaline.. One moment everything is smooth-sailing and the next, you're given a sudden shot of stress.. just because something that's not your problem crops up.. Having said that, the social environment is no doubt one of the most interesting~~ The people, the culture, the system.. lol
However, though I just said I will give up on it.. I will still send in my application to selected mktg comps.. I won't be pinning high hopes though..
Well, I guess this whole process is part and parcel of life.. I shall enjoy the moment. :D
Staying home, looking for a job, giving tuition, doing housework, and hanging out with friends are all I ever do these days..
It was a good change for awhile.. Having not to worry abt work, not being stressed, no longer getting nonsense from everyone.. It was basically THE day that I had been looking forward to ever since the day I started working..
Then, the worry sets in.. Surviving on whatever $$ I have and have set aside for rainy days, finding the $$ when it eventually depletes, and being afraid that I'll totally degenerate just like how it happens when Alzheimer's strike (you know, being in your comfort zone for long period of time actually builds up on one's inertia).
And eventually comes to a standstill.. After applying so many jobs and not one application is successful (well, half, cos I've gotten myself a part-time), I started to let things be.. I mean, I've done my part in sending them out.. All I can do now is to wait for a chance for an intv, right?
Luckily, I still have tuitioning and a new part-time job to sustain myself.. Phew~~ But wait.. Just myself only arh..
Also, I will probably give up on Mktg and Advertising already.. Come to think of it.. It's nothing but a pile of stress.. It's like a shot of adrenaline.. One moment everything is smooth-sailing and the next, you're given a sudden shot of stress.. just because something that's not your problem crops up.. Having said that, the social environment is no doubt one of the most interesting~~ The people, the culture, the system.. lol
However, though I just said I will give up on it.. I will still send in my application to selected mktg comps.. I won't be pinning high hopes though..
Well, I guess this whole process is part and parcel of life.. I shall enjoy the moment. :D