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so kids its been a very long time....
my life has been a personal hell these last couple months. i hate girls. i hate them oh so much with every last ounce of my soul. i hate the way they make you feel, especially when you're into them. and they could give two shits what you think and how you feel. i hate how its always a one person struggle, this being me. i hate when you're around them, and they act as if you totally do not exist. being the guy, i should be the one to initiate things, but i cant help how nervous she makes me feel. and thats the rub: she doesnt give two shits, and it wretches my heart. just cos some assholes in the past, especially more recently screwed you over, doesn't mean i would. im far from those losers. but again, they dont care.....
ive been wanting to get that off my chest for sometime.... :-/
my life has been a personal hell these last couple months. i hate girls. i hate them oh so much with every last ounce of my soul. i hate the way they make you feel, especially when you're into them. and they could give two shits what you think and how you feel. i hate how its always a one person struggle, this being me. i hate when you're around them, and they act as if you totally do not exist. being the guy, i should be the one to initiate things, but i cant help how nervous she makes me feel. and thats the rub: she doesnt give two shits, and it wretches my heart. just cos some assholes in the past, especially more recently screwed you over, doesn't mean i would. im far from those losers. but again, they dont care.....
ive been wanting to get that off my chest for sometime.... :-/