Eulogy
one of the things that i think to myself, in these long yet, consistant hours, is how sad it would be to one day have a chance encounter with you, walking on the street one day. And have one of those, generic conversations, catching up, chatting about how we've been, and how different things turned out than what we had originally hoped for when we were young. Only then i think about how that would never happen, because you soon wont be here anymore. And whatever we were will just fade into a distant memory of a time when we tried something. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
I never felt like you really appreciated me. Maybe you did, as much as you were capable of showing it. I just always wanted you to want to talk to me about nothing. about everything, but all we ever talked about were the present circumstances. Just because we lived together for so long, doesnt necessarily mean we ever really communicated. Maybe i shouldnt feel this way, but i feel like you could have been a better friend to me.
Please don't think that i will look back on these few years with regret. I will hold these years specially in my memorys for years to come. You made me grow as a person, and helped me to find a better understanding of myself. I thank you for that.
All that i ask is that when you remember me,... remember me as someone who genuinely tried, for you.
Im sorry for the things i'll never give you. I'll never make you smile. There are lots of things to miss; books, maps, laughs, fights :-) We had some great ones. Thank you for those. Thank you for every kindness. Thank you for being someone, i was always proud to be with. For your guts. For your sweetness. For how you always looked, for i always wanted to touch you.
I apologize for everytime i failed you, especially this one.
What is true in our minds, is true. Whether some people know it or not.
Don't give up, okay...?
You know what some people say is impossible, are just the things they have not seen before.
Sometimes when you win, you lose.
I never felt like you really appreciated me. Maybe you did, as much as you were capable of showing it. I just always wanted you to want to talk to me about nothing. about everything, but all we ever talked about were the present circumstances. Just because we lived together for so long, doesnt necessarily mean we ever really communicated. Maybe i shouldnt feel this way, but i feel like you could have been a better friend to me.
Please don't think that i will look back on these few years with regret. I will hold these years specially in my memorys for years to come. You made me grow as a person, and helped me to find a better understanding of myself. I thank you for that.
All that i ask is that when you remember me,... remember me as someone who genuinely tried, for you.
Im sorry for the things i'll never give you. I'll never make you smile. There are lots of things to miss; books, maps, laughs, fights :-) We had some great ones. Thank you for those. Thank you for every kindness. Thank you for being someone, i was always proud to be with. For your guts. For your sweetness. For how you always looked, for i always wanted to touch you.
I apologize for everytime i failed you, especially this one.
What is true in our minds, is true. Whether some people know it or not.
Don't give up, okay...?
You know what some people say is impossible, are just the things they have not seen before.
Sometimes when you win, you lose.