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me being here, you know a part of me feels like, after i met russian people, after i married Ksenia,... ive kind of put my entire life on hold. :) after reading that, it sounds a lot worse than i mean it. i just mean, its nothing that i didnt want, and its nothing that i havnt done of my own accord; but my fascination (for lack of a better word) with these people, this culture; looking in retrospect, what have i got? another day older and deeper in debt.
im saving money here,... im working my ass off for it, but i am saving money. once i get back from russia, im going to focus on me, and what i need to do to get my life in order. i dont know yet exactly where ill end up, here or back in VA, but,... i suppose only time will tell.
im saving money here,... im working my ass off for it, but i am saving money. once i get back from russia, im going to focus on me, and what i need to do to get my life in order. i dont know yet exactly where ill end up, here or back in VA, but,... i suppose only time will tell.