dolphin sodomy...
so yeah, reading me friends page and it seems that conversations about 20-somethings, and the pains associated with love, are abound
as maria and amber have pondered already.
i just got out of a two and a half year relationship that worked wonderfully! and it BORED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME. i had found what i was looking for for years, and i realized it wasn't what i wanted in the first place. i walked for miles to get to a store that went out of business.
getting dumped, over and over before that, had me creating some of the best art of my life and feeling emotion that was so thick, i couldnt possibly refuse the fact that i was indeed ALIVE. i will deal with future pain the way i always have, by moping for days, or weeks, then slamming my fist down and deciding to design better days for myself. i always have, and i always will. and alot of YOU do that as well, you just get bogged down and obsessed with the falling part, that you forget about the inevitable rising. and the RISING is what makes it great, cuz thats the re-emergance of a smarter, stronger person. i've come to realize that it's the most potent kind of growth there is. you rub yourself up against the sandpaper to get nice and smooth.
so, MY message to the gods of love and loss: fuckin bring it on!! give me all you got!
as maria and amber have pondered already.
i just got out of a two and a half year relationship that worked wonderfully! and it BORED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME. i had found what i was looking for for years, and i realized it wasn't what i wanted in the first place. i walked for miles to get to a store that went out of business.
getting dumped, over and over before that, had me creating some of the best art of my life and feeling emotion that was so thick, i couldnt possibly refuse the fact that i was indeed ALIVE. i will deal with future pain the way i always have, by moping for days, or weeks, then slamming my fist down and deciding to design better days for myself. i always have, and i always will. and alot of YOU do that as well, you just get bogged down and obsessed with the falling part, that you forget about the inevitable rising. and the RISING is what makes it great, cuz thats the re-emergance of a smarter, stronger person. i've come to realize that it's the most potent kind of growth there is. you rub yourself up against the sandpaper to get nice and smooth.
so, MY message to the gods of love and loss: fuckin bring it on!! give me all you got!