Up And Down Again. I'm Losing All My Friends, But It's Alright.
My dad comes back from Sicily tomorrow. That's kind of crappy. School starts tomorrow, report cards come out Thursday (FUCK!), the 27th I have the ACTs, the 28th I have the PSAEs, March 3rd I have my AP English Literature exam and on the 7th I have my AP European History exam. This sucks majorly. I'm starting to worry about the ACTs because we've been taking practice tests and I'm totally sucking on them. I think I have ADD. My fidgeting has been like forty times worse this past year. Nick got a nineteen the first time and then a twenty one. Booby (who's will name is Brian) got a twenty three the first time, but he took it again and he's waiting for the results. Chelle got a twenty five. Chris got a twenty and then a twenty two. Kathryn took it three or four times and her highest score was an eighteen (which is average). After three times, they just average all of your scores together. I'M DOOMED.
Nate told me Primus will be here June 26th and asked if I wanted to go with him. SCORE TIMES SIX! He said I can only go if I promise to mosh, though. I don't feel like being molested, though. My poor boobies can't take much more abuse. ::covers boobies::
For some odd reason Victor asked me what our status was. I said we were just friends, but if he wanted to be more, it was up to him because I'm fine either way. He asked if we could be kicks, but I told him no because that caused sooooo much drama for me in the past and I don't feel like putting up with that crap again; plus, I want to be in a relationship. I don't feel like being anyone's fling. So I told him I was fine if we just continued to be friends, but I'm also fine with us dating. So I left it all up to him. I told him I'd call him later and maybe we'll talk about it then. Who knows? I don't care anymore. I should stop going for the older guys and move on to eighth graders or something. Maybe younger guys are the way for me. hahaha. O:-) Now I just have to find one that will put up with my pervertedness...
Yeah, so I'm bored, here are some surveys.
my name is]: Lisa.
[height?]: 5'0.
[in the morning i am]: Exhausted.
[all i need is]: A hug.
[love is]: Indescribable.
[if i could have one person tell me something right now it would be..]: That I'll find someone.
[i'm afraid of]: Being alone.
[i dream about]: I can't remember my dreams.
-HAVE YOU EVER-
[pictured your crush naked?]: No need to.
[actually seen your crush naked]: Yes.
[been in love]: No.
[cried when someone died]: Uncontrolably.
[lied]: Yes.
-WHICH IS BETTER-
[coke or pepsi]: Pepsi.
[flowers or candy]: Neither.
tall or short]: Me-short, Guys-tall.
-WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-
[what do you notice first?]: Eyes and teeth.
[last person you slow danced with]: Can't remember.
[makes you laugh the most?]: Nate and Booby.
[makes you smile]: Everyone does...almost. ;p
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Nate.
[who do you have a crush on?]: Nate.
[has a crush on you?]: Bate.
[easiest to talk to]: Booby and Nate.
-DO YOU EVER-
[Stay on AIM, waitin for someone special to IM you]: No.
[save AOL/AIM conversations]: Some times.
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Not really.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Yes.
-MORE HAVE YOU EVER-
[fallen for your best friend]: No.
[been cheated on]: Not that I know of.
[cheated on someone]: No.
[done something you regret]: Not really.
-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON-
[you talked to on the phone]: Sandy.
[hugged]: Nate.
[instant messaged you?]: Booby.
[you laughed with]: Kathryn and Sandy.
-DO YOU/ARE YOU-
[color your hair]: Once and never again.
[hablas espanol]: No.
[smoke cigarettes]: Once in a while..
[obsessive]: Sometimes.
[could you live without the computer?]: HA!
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Yes. Lucky me, I wake up even before it rises.
[trust others way too easily?]: Sometimes.
Sex Survey
& how many sexual partners have you had; Two.
& what is their name; Bijan and Nate.
& how old were you when you lost your virginity; Fifteen, a week before my sixteen birthday.
& what is the name of the person you lost it to; Bijan.
& how old are you; Seventeen.
& what is the age of the youngest sexual partner you've had; Seventeen.
& what about the oldest; Twenty one.
& favourite sex food; Never tried any.
& best place you have done it; Nate's bed, I guess.
& favourite position; Me on top.
& worst sex you have ever had; I don't know.
& best sex; Nate.
& one thing sexually you would never do; Anal.
& girl/guy with the smallest breasts/penis; Sandy has the smallest boobs. Nate would say he has the smallest penis.
& biggest breasts/penis; I have the biggest boobs. Bijan probably has the biggest penis.
& favourite celeb breasts/penis; I don't know.
& favourite porn star; I've never watched porn.
& your bra/penis size; Forty two D.
& spit or swallow; hehehe. A good girl doesn't tell. O:-)
& ideal breast/penis size; I don't have one.
& how many people have you gone down on; Oh I'd say about eight or nine. hahaha. That's so a lie.
& best sexual feature; Tongue?
& are you in a relationship; No.
& how many times do you have sex per week; Zero.
& do you like hairy girls/guys; It doesn't matter.
& ever have unprotected sex; 'Cause I'm an idiot?
& ever had sex with a stranger; No.
& like the idea of casual sex; Whatever floats your boat.
& ever kissed a member of the same sex; No..
& ever had sex with someone of the same sex; No.
& what sexual favour do you like doing the most; I like a lot of things.
& how about receiving; What about it?
& have you ever gotten drunk and ended up getting frisky with someone; I don't drink.
& if so, who was it and what did you do; .....
& what is your shortest sexual session; Thirty minutes.
& longest session; About an hour.
& place you want to have sex; Shower, beach, in the rain...I have a lot.
& something stupid people do during foreplay; I wouldn't know.
& first female celebrity you would have sex with; No one.
& first male celebrity you would have sex with; I don't know.
& first friend you would have sex with; Kevin.
& last friend you'd have sex with; Ummm...Martin.
& ever threw up after going down; No.
& lost your gag reflex; No.
& first person you had sex with; Bijan.
& do you regret anyone; No.
& who do you not regret; Nate.
& longest relationship; Eight months.
& ever dumped someone; Broke up with them, yes.
& feel bad about it; Nope, he was an asshole.
& ever been dumped; No.
& ever have sex while you/she was on the rag; Ewww Dude, that's dirty!.
& ever flashed your naughty bits; Yes.
& ever flashed for money/gifts; No.
& ever used whips during sex; No.
& best sex song; I don't know.
& have many people have given you oral sex; Didn't I answer this?
& how many people have touched your naughty bits; Ummm...boobs, everyone touches my boobs, so who knows? Below the belt was three.
& favourite brand of condom; Trojan man.
& ever done a 69; No.
& ever faked an orgasm; No.
& ever had an orgasm during sex; No.
& how many people have you given an orgasm; One.
& ever taken nude/sexual photos of yourself; No.
& ever had a fuck buddy; Sort of.
& ever had a threesome or an orgy; No.
& how many sexual partners have your sexual partners had; I don't know how many Bijan's had. Nate's had six including me.
& what have you done with someone of the opposite sex; All of it.
& have you ever had sex while high or drunk; No.
& worst thing that has happened to you regarding sex; Nothing.
& ever had a std; No.
& did you lie on any of these questions; I told you I did.
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
01.What is your full name? Lisa Marie Elizabeth Cannella.
02. Nicknames: Lee, Lis, Midget, Shorty, Munckin, Titty, Sags, Non Sags...etc.
03. Birth date: April thirteenth, nineteen eighty seven.
04. Age: Seventeen.
05. Where do you live? Chicago.
06. What school do you attend? John F. Kennedy High School.
07. Siblings and their ages? Nick-nineteen, Christina-thirteen, and Gabriella-seven.
08. Pets? Cat and two turtles.
09. Righty or Lefty? I'm just so talented that I can use both.
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
10. Hair color? Dark brown, dyed black.
11. Eye color Dark poop.
12. Height? Five feet.
13. Do you wear contacts or glasses? Neither.
14. Do you have any piercings? Just my ears at the moment.
15. Where do you want more if you do? Ears, nipples, vertical and horizontal tongue, eyebrow, labret, lip, nap of my neck, and the bridge of my nose.
************More about YOU! *****************
16. What's the best advice ever given to you? I don't know.
17. What are your future goals? College, work, family.
18. Do you like to dance? No.
19. What's your favorite memory? I don't have one.
20. If you could change one thing about you, what would it be? Physically? Either my nose or my weight.
21. Where do you shop the most? Hot Topic.
22. How many kids do you want to have? One.
23. Son's name? Morgan Sawyer.
24. Daughter's? I'm not having a daughter.
25. What sport do you hate the most? Golf.
26. What are you most scared of? Being alone for the rest of my life.
27. How many TV's do you have in your house? Five.
28. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No.
29. Who do you dream about? I don't dream and if I do, I don't remember any of them.
30. Who's the loudest friend you have? Me and Kathryn.
31. Who's the quietest friend? Me at times.
*************YOU and LOVE********************
32. Do you believe in Love? Yes.
33. Do you have a girlfriend or Boyfriend? No.
34. Do you have a crush? Yes.
35. Who is your crush? Nate.
36. Did you send this to your crush? No, but he knows I still like him.
38. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes and teeth.
39. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Nope, I've done it before.
40. Are you a virgin? No.
*********ON GUYS (for girls only)*******
41. Boxers or briefs? Boxers.
42. Tall or short? Tall.
43. Six pack or muscular arms? Muscular arms.
*******ON GIRLS (for guys only)*******
44. Regular underwear or thong: -
45. Painted nails or not: -
46. Regular or sports bra: -
47. Bra straps showing or not: -
48. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: -
49. Dark or blonde hair: -
50. Long or short hair: -
51. Curly or straight hair: -
52. Color of eyes: -
53. Long or short nails: -
54. Hat or no hat: -
55. Good or bad girl: -
56. Hair up or down: -
57. Jewelry or none: -
58. Tall or short: -
59. Accent or no accent: -
60. Pants or dress: -
61. Tan or fair: -
62. Glasses: -
63. Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick: -
64. Shy or outgoing: -
65. funny or always cool: -
66. Talkative or shy: -
***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT*************
67. Lights on/off? Off.
68. Do you like snow, sun, or rain? Rain.
69. Mickey D's or BK? Whatever.
70. Do you like scary or happy movies better? Scary.
71. On the phone or in person? In person. I HATE the phone.
72. Sausage or pepperoni? Neither.
73. Summer or winter? Summer.
74. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? Neither.
75. Glass half full or half empty? They're the same thing.
76. Cats or Dogs? Either or.
77. Mud or Jell-O wrestling? Mud.
78. Vanilla or Chocolate? Chocolate.
79. Skiing or Boarding? Boarding.
80. Coke or pepsi? Pepsi.
81. Silver or gold? Silver.
82. Diamond or pearl? Diamond.
83. Sunset or sunrise? Either or.
****************Your FAVS*******************
84. Color? Blue and black (yes, I know it's a shade. Get over it)
85. Food? I don't have one.
86. Fast Food? I don't have one.
87. Candy? Snickers.
88. Beverage? Iced tea.
89. Ice Cream Flavor? Rainbow serbert.
90. Sport to play? Volleyball.
91. Animal? PENGUIN!
92. Type of Music? Rock, metal, hardcore, alternative.
93. Radio Station? I don't listen to the radio very often.
94. Band? I don'thave one.
95. Number? Ten and thirteen.
96. TV Show? The Simpsons, ER, The History channel, and The Food channel.
97. Scent? Haiku.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAve you EVER~~~~~~
98. Loved someone so much it made you cry? No.
99. Lied to a friend? A little lie, yes.
100. Drank? A little, never gotten drunk.
101. Gotten dumped? No.
102. Broke the law? Other than being out past curfew, no.
103. Ran from the cops? No.
104. Stole something? When I was younger.
105. Tried to kill yourself? Yes.
106. Tried drugs? Yes.
107. If so what kinds? Weed, ecstacy, and shrooms.
108. Skipped school? Yes.
109. Smoked? Yes.
110. If so, what? Cigarettes and weed.
Nate told me Primus will be here June 26th and asked if I wanted to go with him. SCORE TIMES SIX! He said I can only go if I promise to mosh, though. I don't feel like being molested, though. My poor boobies can't take much more abuse. ::covers boobies::
For some odd reason Victor asked me what our status was. I said we were just friends, but if he wanted to be more, it was up to him because I'm fine either way. He asked if we could be kicks, but I told him no because that caused sooooo much drama for me in the past and I don't feel like putting up with that crap again; plus, I want to be in a relationship. I don't feel like being anyone's fling. So I told him I was fine if we just continued to be friends, but I'm also fine with us dating. So I left it all up to him. I told him I'd call him later and maybe we'll talk about it then. Who knows? I don't care anymore. I should stop going for the older guys and move on to eighth graders or something. Maybe younger guys are the way for me. hahaha. O:-) Now I just have to find one that will put up with my pervertedness...
Yeah, so I'm bored, here are some surveys.
my name is]: Lisa.
[height?]: 5'0.
[in the morning i am]: Exhausted.
[all i need is]: A hug.
[love is]: Indescribable.
[if i could have one person tell me something right now it would be..]: That I'll find someone.
[i'm afraid of]: Being alone.
[i dream about]: I can't remember my dreams.
-HAVE YOU EVER-
[pictured your crush naked?]: No need to.
[actually seen your crush naked]: Yes.
[been in love]: No.
[cried when someone died]: Uncontrolably.
[lied]: Yes.
-WHICH IS BETTER-
[coke or pepsi]: Pepsi.
[flowers or candy]: Neither.
tall or short]: Me-short, Guys-tall.
-WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-
[what do you notice first?]: Eyes and teeth.
[last person you slow danced with]: Can't remember.
[makes you laugh the most?]: Nate and Booby.
[makes you smile]: Everyone does...almost. ;p
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Nate.
[who do you have a crush on?]: Nate.
[has a crush on you?]: Bate.
[easiest to talk to]: Booby and Nate.
-DO YOU EVER-
[Stay on AIM, waitin for someone special to IM you]: No.
[save AOL/AIM conversations]: Some times.
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Not really.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Yes.
-MORE HAVE YOU EVER-
[fallen for your best friend]: No.
[been cheated on]: Not that I know of.
[cheated on someone]: No.
[done something you regret]: Not really.
-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON-
[you talked to on the phone]: Sandy.
[hugged]: Nate.
[instant messaged you?]: Booby.
[you laughed with]: Kathryn and Sandy.
-DO YOU/ARE YOU-
[color your hair]: Once and never again.
[hablas espanol]: No.
[smoke cigarettes]: Once in a while..
[obsessive]: Sometimes.
[could you live without the computer?]: HA!
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Yes. Lucky me, I wake up even before it rises.
[trust others way too easily?]: Sometimes.
Sex Survey
& how many sexual partners have you had; Two.
& what is their name; Bijan and Nate.
& how old were you when you lost your virginity; Fifteen, a week before my sixteen birthday.
& what is the name of the person you lost it to; Bijan.
& how old are you; Seventeen.
& what is the age of the youngest sexual partner you've had; Seventeen.
& what about the oldest; Twenty one.
& favourite sex food; Never tried any.
& best place you have done it; Nate's bed, I guess.
& favourite position; Me on top.
& worst sex you have ever had; I don't know.
& best sex; Nate.
& one thing sexually you would never do; Anal.
& girl/guy with the smallest breasts/penis; Sandy has the smallest boobs. Nate would say he has the smallest penis.
& biggest breasts/penis; I have the biggest boobs. Bijan probably has the biggest penis.
& favourite celeb breasts/penis; I don't know.
& favourite porn star; I've never watched porn.
& your bra/penis size; Forty two D.
& spit or swallow; hehehe. A good girl doesn't tell. O:-)
& ideal breast/penis size; I don't have one.
& how many people have you gone down on; Oh I'd say about eight or nine. hahaha. That's so a lie.
& best sexual feature; Tongue?
& are you in a relationship; No.
& how many times do you have sex per week; Zero.
& do you like hairy girls/guys; It doesn't matter.
& ever have unprotected sex; 'Cause I'm an idiot?
& ever had sex with a stranger; No.
& like the idea of casual sex; Whatever floats your boat.
& ever kissed a member of the same sex; No..
& ever had sex with someone of the same sex; No.
& what sexual favour do you like doing the most; I like a lot of things.
& how about receiving; What about it?
& have you ever gotten drunk and ended up getting frisky with someone; I don't drink.
& if so, who was it and what did you do; .....
& what is your shortest sexual session; Thirty minutes.
& longest session; About an hour.
& place you want to have sex; Shower, beach, in the rain...I have a lot.
& something stupid people do during foreplay; I wouldn't know.
& first female celebrity you would have sex with; No one.
& first male celebrity you would have sex with; I don't know.
& first friend you would have sex with; Kevin.
& last friend you'd have sex with; Ummm...Martin.
& ever threw up after going down; No.
& lost your gag reflex; No.
& first person you had sex with; Bijan.
& do you regret anyone; No.
& who do you not regret; Nate.
& longest relationship; Eight months.
& ever dumped someone; Broke up with them, yes.
& feel bad about it; Nope, he was an asshole.
& ever been dumped; No.
& ever have sex while you/she was on the rag; Ewww Dude, that's dirty!.
& ever flashed your naughty bits; Yes.
& ever flashed for money/gifts; No.
& ever used whips during sex; No.
& best sex song; I don't know.
& have many people have given you oral sex; Didn't I answer this?
& how many people have touched your naughty bits; Ummm...boobs, everyone touches my boobs, so who knows? Below the belt was three.
& favourite brand of condom; Trojan man.
& ever done a 69; No.
& ever faked an orgasm; No.
& ever had an orgasm during sex; No.
& how many people have you given an orgasm; One.
& ever taken nude/sexual photos of yourself; No.
& ever had a fuck buddy; Sort of.
& ever had a threesome or an orgy; No.
& how many sexual partners have your sexual partners had; I don't know how many Bijan's had. Nate's had six including me.
& what have you done with someone of the opposite sex; All of it.
& have you ever had sex while high or drunk; No.
& worst thing that has happened to you regarding sex; Nothing.
& ever had a std; No.
& did you lie on any of these questions; I told you I did.
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
01.What is your full name? Lisa Marie Elizabeth Cannella.
02. Nicknames: Lee, Lis, Midget, Shorty, Munckin, Titty, Sags, Non Sags...etc.
03. Birth date: April thirteenth, nineteen eighty seven.
04. Age: Seventeen.
05. Where do you live? Chicago.
06. What school do you attend? John F. Kennedy High School.
07. Siblings and their ages? Nick-nineteen, Christina-thirteen, and Gabriella-seven.
08. Pets? Cat and two turtles.
09. Righty or Lefty? I'm just so talented that I can use both.
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
10. Hair color? Dark brown, dyed black.
11. Eye color Dark poop.
12. Height? Five feet.
13. Do you wear contacts or glasses? Neither.
14. Do you have any piercings? Just my ears at the moment.
15. Where do you want more if you do? Ears, nipples, vertical and horizontal tongue, eyebrow, labret, lip, nap of my neck, and the bridge of my nose.
************More about YOU! *****************
16. What's the best advice ever given to you? I don't know.
17. What are your future goals? College, work, family.
18. Do you like to dance? No.
19. What's your favorite memory? I don't have one.
20. If you could change one thing about you, what would it be? Physically? Either my nose or my weight.
21. Where do you shop the most? Hot Topic.
22. How many kids do you want to have? One.
23. Son's name? Morgan Sawyer.
24. Daughter's? I'm not having a daughter.
25. What sport do you hate the most? Golf.
26. What are you most scared of? Being alone for the rest of my life.
27. How many TV's do you have in your house? Five.
28. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No.
29. Who do you dream about? I don't dream and if I do, I don't remember any of them.
30. Who's the loudest friend you have? Me and Kathryn.
31. Who's the quietest friend? Me at times.
*************YOU and LOVE********************
32. Do you believe in Love? Yes.
33. Do you have a girlfriend or Boyfriend? No.
34. Do you have a crush? Yes.
35. Who is your crush? Nate.
36. Did you send this to your crush? No, but he knows I still like him.
38. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes and teeth.
39. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Nope, I've done it before.
40. Are you a virgin? No.
*********ON GUYS (for girls only)*******
41. Boxers or briefs? Boxers.
42. Tall or short? Tall.
43. Six pack or muscular arms? Muscular arms.
*******ON GIRLS (for guys only)*******
44. Regular underwear or thong: -
45. Painted nails or not: -
46. Regular or sports bra: -
47. Bra straps showing or not: -
48. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: -
49. Dark or blonde hair: -
50. Long or short hair: -
51. Curly or straight hair: -
52. Color of eyes: -
53. Long or short nails: -
54. Hat or no hat: -
55. Good or bad girl: -
56. Hair up or down: -
57. Jewelry or none: -
58. Tall or short: -
59. Accent or no accent: -
60. Pants or dress: -
61. Tan or fair: -
62. Glasses: -
63. Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick: -
64. Shy or outgoing: -
65. funny or always cool: -
66. Talkative or shy: -
***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT*************
67. Lights on/off? Off.
68. Do you like snow, sun, or rain? Rain.
69. Mickey D's or BK? Whatever.
70. Do you like scary or happy movies better? Scary.
71. On the phone or in person? In person. I HATE the phone.
72. Sausage or pepperoni? Neither.
73. Summer or winter? Summer.
74. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? Neither.
75. Glass half full or half empty? They're the same thing.
76. Cats or Dogs? Either or.
77. Mud or Jell-O wrestling? Mud.
78. Vanilla or Chocolate? Chocolate.
79. Skiing or Boarding? Boarding.
80. Coke or pepsi? Pepsi.
81. Silver or gold? Silver.
82. Diamond or pearl? Diamond.
83. Sunset or sunrise? Either or.
****************Your FAVS*******************
84. Color? Blue and black (yes, I know it's a shade. Get over it)
85. Food? I don't have one.
86. Fast Food? I don't have one.
87. Candy? Snickers.
88. Beverage? Iced tea.
89. Ice Cream Flavor? Rainbow serbert.
90. Sport to play? Volleyball.
91. Animal? PENGUIN!
92. Type of Music? Rock, metal, hardcore, alternative.
93. Radio Station? I don't listen to the radio very often.
94. Band? I don'thave one.
95. Number? Ten and thirteen.
96. TV Show? The Simpsons, ER, The History channel, and The Food channel.
97. Scent? Haiku.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAve you EVER~~~~~~
98. Loved someone so much it made you cry? No.
99. Lied to a friend? A little lie, yes.
100. Drank? A little, never gotten drunk.
101. Gotten dumped? No.
102. Broke the law? Other than being out past curfew, no.
103. Ran from the cops? No.
104. Stole something? When I was younger.
105. Tried to kill yourself? Yes.
106. Tried drugs? Yes.
107. If so what kinds? Weed, ecstacy, and shrooms.
108. Skipped school? Yes.
109. Smoked? Yes.
110. If so, what? Cigarettes and weed.