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so i havent updated in forever. alot of shit has gone down. maybe for the better. doesnt feel that way though. think i lost my best friend. hating my job. living at home again. having a broken hip. getting my teeth cleaned at 745 AM. not having a cd player in my car. having someone love me again and feeling really uneasy about it. getting pissed off at my friends. not up for partying, just sleep. having 2 dollars in my wallet. i think thats it in a nutshell. not to mention i myself, am not happy. its time for me to worry about myself i guess and nobody else. caring too much is getting me hurt. i think thats about it. and by the way, for all of you who consider me a good friend, why dont u try a little harder and show it, instead of making me feel like shit.