thought!!
This is not for everyone. u know what i find extremely odd? christian church friends are sooo comfortable here. We all have an understood christian life b/c of the common choice of the same church. Why don't we challenge each other? and why don't we let everyword and conversation come back to the One we love, Christ. I'm very taken aback by the complexity of this situation. It makes me want to go back to MC. It's not like i'm doing anything to help the situation either though. I just miss how every activity, every conversation, all music was about God. It's like we couldn't breathe anything else. But now i guess the challenge is for me to go deeper with just me and God. I can't rely on learning through and by other people. maybe that's the bigger lesson here.