Well, it has been a while.
woaohh never gonna grow up
woaohh never gonna slow down
woaohh we were shinin' like lighters
in the dark in the middle
of a rock show
woaohh we were doin' it right
woaohh we're comin' alive
woaohh we were caught up
in a southern summer
barefoot blue jean night
. . .
I want to bonfire on the beach with no worries laying in my loves arms. I miss summertime with him. I've hardly had any summers with him. But we met in late June, and I want to go back to that. barbeques, beach, and beers. and boyfriend. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy here alone with my sleep schedule off and parked on the couch watching netflix or downloaded movies/shows half the time. Sometimes I feel like I'm just sad because there's still 5 months left and there's only so much you can write back and forth through email when both of your lives every day is the same. wake up and miss the one you love, work (or go to school), daily routines, go to sleep, repeat. If I don't get into this statistics class this summer I will go even more crazy. I'm 8th on the waitlist right now, so its not looking that great. I'm just hoping a lot of people don't show up. But maybe I can get a lot done if I don't take the class. eh who knows.
But I'm surviving. And for the most part, when I don't think about Joe being gone 'til the end of September, I'm happy. I have an easy, part time job that I love. I have a silly, sometimes annoying, adorable puppy, who keeps me busy. But it's so hard not to think about Joe. It's like I'm waiting around for my life to start. Because one of the most important pieces of my life is on the other side of the world. Enough of my sad old story.
I'm extremely pumped to come home. To be "taken care of" and just see friends, to not have to buy food and worry about jack or the apartment. It's going to be a blast too. Bachelorette party in Boston, Day trip with Erin before flying back, and everything else that happens. Everyone will be home that was at school last time. :). I can't wait.
Other than that, life is the same. I played MASH today with first graders. It was pretty comical, especially when she said I had to use old boyfriends under "boys" instead of Joe. lol. One, I "married" Ryan Pelissier, had a shopping cart for a car, lived in a grey apartment, was a nurse, honeymooned in Italy, Mikaela was my maid of honor, and i wore a white wedding dress, I was poor and it was true lol. Another it was Josh, a mansion, I was a doctor, I owned a black SUV, I had 2 kids, Kaila was my maid of honor, and I wore a pink wedding dress. I was rich and i think it was true. lol oh to be 7 again. Oh, and that was the most strenuous part of my work day. I do love my life. Just pieces of it are missing in different parts of the world.
If only my life could all fit into Southern California. How about we make that happen?
woaohh never gonna slow down
woaohh we were shinin' like lighters
in the dark in the middle
of a rock show
woaohh we were doin' it right
woaohh we're comin' alive
woaohh we were caught up
in a southern summer
barefoot blue jean night
. . .
I want to bonfire on the beach with no worries laying in my loves arms. I miss summertime with him. I've hardly had any summers with him. But we met in late June, and I want to go back to that. barbeques, beach, and beers. and boyfriend. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy here alone with my sleep schedule off and parked on the couch watching netflix or downloaded movies/shows half the time. Sometimes I feel like I'm just sad because there's still 5 months left and there's only so much you can write back and forth through email when both of your lives every day is the same. wake up and miss the one you love, work (or go to school), daily routines, go to sleep, repeat. If I don't get into this statistics class this summer I will go even more crazy. I'm 8th on the waitlist right now, so its not looking that great. I'm just hoping a lot of people don't show up. But maybe I can get a lot done if I don't take the class. eh who knows.
But I'm surviving. And for the most part, when I don't think about Joe being gone 'til the end of September, I'm happy. I have an easy, part time job that I love. I have a silly, sometimes annoying, adorable puppy, who keeps me busy. But it's so hard not to think about Joe. It's like I'm waiting around for my life to start. Because one of the most important pieces of my life is on the other side of the world. Enough of my sad old story.
I'm extremely pumped to come home. To be "taken care of" and just see friends, to not have to buy food and worry about jack or the apartment. It's going to be a blast too. Bachelorette party in Boston, Day trip with Erin before flying back, and everything else that happens. Everyone will be home that was at school last time. :). I can't wait.
Other than that, life is the same. I played MASH today with first graders. It was pretty comical, especially when she said I had to use old boyfriends under "boys" instead of Joe. lol. One, I "married" Ryan Pelissier, had a shopping cart for a car, lived in a grey apartment, was a nurse, honeymooned in Italy, Mikaela was my maid of honor, and i wore a white wedding dress, I was poor and it was true lol. Another it was Josh, a mansion, I was a doctor, I owned a black SUV, I had 2 kids, Kaila was my maid of honor, and I wore a pink wedding dress. I was rich and i think it was true. lol oh to be 7 again. Oh, and that was the most strenuous part of my work day. I do love my life. Just pieces of it are missing in different parts of the world.
If only my life could all fit into Southern California. How about we make that happen?