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My life's been a little bit of a mess lately, mainly health-wise, but what's new there? Moving on.
I've finally had a doctor tell me I need to get my tonsils out (yay!) so hopefully that is happening in a couple of weeks, and then after I recover, it's server training time! FINALLY! I'm super pumped. I won't have to worry so much about money, and I can SAVE some! No more living pay check to pay check, no more asking for money!! yay! I'm super pumped for July, I'll hopefully be able to get my life going where I want it to. I honestly haven't been up to much since I've been back in San Diego. Chloe's been in Summer school so it's been pretty quiet. Everyone else went home for the summer so I hang out at the apartment during the day (the lack of money really restrains what I can do). But luckily we have a puppy that keeps me company! (and busy for sure). I miss home a lot. I'd love to come home in July (to get my tonsils out, that'd be the only way I could) but I can't afford it. I can hardly afford rent and all of my bills.
I do love living here, and having my own apartment. We hung out with one of our neighbors tonight, it was pretty random and he and his friend were just drinking and wanted to get to know us. Conrad is the neighbor and he lives diagonally below us, and he was with his friend Joe. They are navy boys and moved here in March. Conrad's roommate was sleeping and I haven't met him yet. They just came up and talked for a bit, played with Cassidy, got her all wound up. I felt bad for Chloe cuz she wanted to go to bed a little earlier, but oh well, it was nice to have people our age around. our other neighbors are mexican families, so it's nice to just relax and joke around with some beers.
I've been wanting to write lately, but I haven't much. I think I wrote something the other day. Whenever I'm not in school, I feel like I should be, like I want to be writing papers or having a challenge intellectually, and then when I am in a semester, I slack like a stupid motha fucka. Ay yi yi. Hopefully this semester will be different. Chloe seems to be doing well this summer, even with me having nothing to do here to distract her.
I'm looking forward for this semester, but I'm taking all classes I did last semester, so it's going to be interesting. I'm probably going to hate them even more. I really want to know my professors, but I only know my music professor, and it's not the one I want. I'm really hoping that it's not who took over the class for my professor last semester (I don't know his name, and I wished I had learned it now) but he was a dud. Boo. It was my favorite class before then, due to who was teaching it. Sometimes the professor can make or break the class. Actually, I think that's true all of the time. I'd really like to take 5 classes again but I know that's a bad idea. Taking on too many credits is what got me behind last semester. And the semester before last. Luckily even with all of my fails, I'm still a sophomore. Thank you AP credits.
As you can tell, my life is pretty boring. I went to a party a few weeks ago, a friend of chloe's place. His roommate Mike was really cute and nice, and we hooked up, but we've only talked twice since, and both times it was really short. I need to learn how to date... Randoms is just a bad idea, and they never work out. I really want a boyfriend, but I don't act like it. I don't get me.
I'm hoping things are changing, slowly. I think this summer is going to end up being a really good change, and i can't wait.
I also can't wait to go home in December, probably only for a few days, and probably not for Christmas. I am getting my first major holiday off Saturday though :) I'm pumped, Fourth of July on Coronado. It's going to be prettyyyyy :)
I love and miss you all. I wish you could come visit, or that I could. I'll find out when my tonsils come out tomorrow. yay!
amore amore amore
I've finally had a doctor tell me I need to get my tonsils out (yay!) so hopefully that is happening in a couple of weeks, and then after I recover, it's server training time! FINALLY! I'm super pumped. I won't have to worry so much about money, and I can SAVE some! No more living pay check to pay check, no more asking for money!! yay! I'm super pumped for July, I'll hopefully be able to get my life going where I want it to. I honestly haven't been up to much since I've been back in San Diego. Chloe's been in Summer school so it's been pretty quiet. Everyone else went home for the summer so I hang out at the apartment during the day (the lack of money really restrains what I can do). But luckily we have a puppy that keeps me company! (and busy for sure). I miss home a lot. I'd love to come home in July (to get my tonsils out, that'd be the only way I could) but I can't afford it. I can hardly afford rent and all of my bills.
I do love living here, and having my own apartment. We hung out with one of our neighbors tonight, it was pretty random and he and his friend were just drinking and wanted to get to know us. Conrad is the neighbor and he lives diagonally below us, and he was with his friend Joe. They are navy boys and moved here in March. Conrad's roommate was sleeping and I haven't met him yet. They just came up and talked for a bit, played with Cassidy, got her all wound up. I felt bad for Chloe cuz she wanted to go to bed a little earlier, but oh well, it was nice to have people our age around. our other neighbors are mexican families, so it's nice to just relax and joke around with some beers.
I've been wanting to write lately, but I haven't much. I think I wrote something the other day. Whenever I'm not in school, I feel like I should be, like I want to be writing papers or having a challenge intellectually, and then when I am in a semester, I slack like a stupid motha fucka. Ay yi yi. Hopefully this semester will be different. Chloe seems to be doing well this summer, even with me having nothing to do here to distract her.
I'm looking forward for this semester, but I'm taking all classes I did last semester, so it's going to be interesting. I'm probably going to hate them even more. I really want to know my professors, but I only know my music professor, and it's not the one I want. I'm really hoping that it's not who took over the class for my professor last semester (I don't know his name, and I wished I had learned it now) but he was a dud. Boo. It was my favorite class before then, due to who was teaching it. Sometimes the professor can make or break the class. Actually, I think that's true all of the time. I'd really like to take 5 classes again but I know that's a bad idea. Taking on too many credits is what got me behind last semester. And the semester before last. Luckily even with all of my fails, I'm still a sophomore. Thank you AP credits.
As you can tell, my life is pretty boring. I went to a party a few weeks ago, a friend of chloe's place. His roommate Mike was really cute and nice, and we hooked up, but we've only talked twice since, and both times it was really short. I need to learn how to date... Randoms is just a bad idea, and they never work out. I really want a boyfriend, but I don't act like it. I don't get me.
I'm hoping things are changing, slowly. I think this summer is going to end up being a really good change, and i can't wait.
I also can't wait to go home in December, probably only for a few days, and probably not for Christmas. I am getting my first major holiday off Saturday though :) I'm pumped, Fourth of July on Coronado. It's going to be prettyyyyy :)
I love and miss you all. I wish you could come visit, or that I could. I'll find out when my tonsils come out tomorrow. yay!
amore amore amore