Jul 02, 2008 09:17
I don't know where I am and I don't know where you will be.
And somehow it was all a lie. "as our lives change from whatever"
it has become a struggle. friends forever has become farfetched.
what once the most close knit group of one, has become single sixes.
Maybe it's just me, and the fact that I have to work a shitty job with a shit wage in order to get started on the next four years of my life. I guess it's my choice to push to follow my dreams. It's scary going into this, so much bigger than me. And I'm straight up leaving anything I know. Anything I knew.
I was just reading entries. And I was looking at separation. the graduation song in the background made me look up, and I'm sitting alone in my front hall. I've realized that some people care more than others. And that you can't always trust someone who seems to care more than a usual boss. I don't usually read peoples profiles online because, well, I don't really care or even think to. But I did the other day, and I saw something that becomes more and more true, as much as I had to admit it. "The only people that you need in your life, are the ones that need you in theirs."
Thank you for the phone call :) I love you.