bummed
Well... I guess this means that the Magus is gonna go into a deck with a feeling of anxiety surrounding it for a while...
Right now, I'm feeling kinda depressed. I haven't been in contact with Daryl for more than a month now, and Great White is starting the tourns back up 2 weeks from now, a much too long wait to add to the already long wait. And Chuck... well, Chuck ain't exactly a shoulder to cry on. He's stupefied by the concept of anybody's emotions other than his own, and prefers gaming over a real friendship... blah. And plus, I can't help but feel I'm being ripped off whenever he trades.
So yeah, haven't been in contact with Daryl, or Travis even. It really really sucks to not have someone to talk to. Fuck, I wish I could talk to Liz, but it's been months since we talked about anything and she's probably moved onto something better.
Tetiana's too busy w/ school and working at Spencer's, plus her cell phone's outta minutes.
Jen... she seems busy doing work and school and family.
On the net, Tanesia seems very depressed about life. Well, at least I'm not alone... on the net... ... ...
And Evilkat wants me to leave a review on a fic to guide the author to give her credit. It seems that the author kinda plagerized Evil's work a bit and won't at least give credit.
And if I give a review, it might make things worse. I mean, I think I'm becoming an angry old man... things have been easily pissing me off lately and it's harder to keep cool and somewhat funny.
And what's more, I still have yet to hand in this application for an exclusive forum revolving around the fiendish dark side of YGO. I really want in, but I think I need to relax a bit. And I can't. Fuck, I might type in something negative about myself accidentally and fuck that up badly.
Ooo... I wanna rest. It's hard to act happy on the net but in RL be more depressed than you're actually letting on.
Well, at least I found a power cord that's an exact copy of our TV... I can watch TV at night while my dad or brother keep the original cord in their room. They have control issues.
Right now, I'm feeling kinda depressed. I haven't been in contact with Daryl for more than a month now, and Great White is starting the tourns back up 2 weeks from now, a much too long wait to add to the already long wait. And Chuck... well, Chuck ain't exactly a shoulder to cry on. He's stupefied by the concept of anybody's emotions other than his own, and prefers gaming over a real friendship... blah. And plus, I can't help but feel I'm being ripped off whenever he trades.
So yeah, haven't been in contact with Daryl, or Travis even. It really really sucks to not have someone to talk to. Fuck, I wish I could talk to Liz, but it's been months since we talked about anything and she's probably moved onto something better.
Tetiana's too busy w/ school and working at Spencer's, plus her cell phone's outta minutes.
Jen... she seems busy doing work and school and family.
On the net, Tanesia seems very depressed about life. Well, at least I'm not alone... on the net... ... ...
And Evilkat wants me to leave a review on a fic to guide the author to give her credit. It seems that the author kinda plagerized Evil's work a bit and won't at least give credit.
And if I give a review, it might make things worse. I mean, I think I'm becoming an angry old man... things have been easily pissing me off lately and it's harder to keep cool and somewhat funny.
And what's more, I still have yet to hand in this application for an exclusive forum revolving around the fiendish dark side of YGO. I really want in, but I think I need to relax a bit. And I can't. Fuck, I might type in something negative about myself accidentally and fuck that up badly.
Ooo... I wanna rest. It's hard to act happy on the net but in RL be more depressed than you're actually letting on.
Well, at least I found a power cord that's an exact copy of our TV... I can watch TV at night while my dad or brother keep the original cord in their room. They have control issues.