and real quick
Bushwackers is awesome. Ok...so I cried a little in basics block. But I couldn't be any happier-the guard is awesome and I'm meeting new people. Our first exhibition was a windy nightmare. It was so bad it was almost funny. Oh well. Hopefully it will never be that windy again.
Since my last entry, I've done 2 more projects...a tv show called Rescue Me...some sexy studs on that show (Franco gently brushed past me, and said,"Excuse me, miss, sorry") So polite, so hot. ANd Dennis Leary is funny as shit. And then I did a 2 day shoot, for a concert scene for a movie called Music and Lyrics By...with Drew Barrymore and Hugh Grant. He's so cute....I could drown in those eyes of his. I've met lots of people, my favorites being Janelle, whose a total sweetheart, and Eddie, who is fucking hilarious and smart.
Hung out with Dan. I went to see him in the city, which was nice. He took me to the hardrock cafe, cuz i've never been there, and then we sat in central park for awhile, got some coffee, and went to the new apple store, then he took me to find my train and we said our goodbyes. Very nice date.
Johnny called me last night. Weird, too, cuz just yesterday, I remembered the whole Cadets email thing, and so I sent him one. He hasn't gotten it yet,but apparently they were on the their way to Pittsburgh and he thought of me. Odd, that we should think to contact each other on the same day, out of the blue. Annnnnd he told me some interesting news about the guard....I just don't understand them. But it makes me so glad I've found a place where 'family' is the only way to describe it. Bushwackers 06 is turning out to be way more fun than even I expected.
I just know this is going to be a summer where so many things will change. I have a feeling I'm going to find out alot of new things about myself, or at least act on certain things I haven't before.
Everyone else seems to be settling down. Making decisions. Wising up.
Not me.
And I'm ok with that, for now. Growing up is not something you can force. Neither is learning.
I feel so torn, but in the best way possible. I feel like there's so many options out there, and I don't really know what to do with myself. All I know is I will go places, meet people, learn new things, and become a better person from it. It's not the conventional way to 'grow up', but its not a bad way.
Since my last entry, I've done 2 more projects...a tv show called Rescue Me...some sexy studs on that show (Franco gently brushed past me, and said,"Excuse me, miss, sorry") So polite, so hot. ANd Dennis Leary is funny as shit. And then I did a 2 day shoot, for a concert scene for a movie called Music and Lyrics By...with Drew Barrymore and Hugh Grant. He's so cute....I could drown in those eyes of his. I've met lots of people, my favorites being Janelle, whose a total sweetheart, and Eddie, who is fucking hilarious and smart.
Hung out with Dan. I went to see him in the city, which was nice. He took me to the hardrock cafe, cuz i've never been there, and then we sat in central park for awhile, got some coffee, and went to the new apple store, then he took me to find my train and we said our goodbyes. Very nice date.
Johnny called me last night. Weird, too, cuz just yesterday, I remembered the whole Cadets email thing, and so I sent him one. He hasn't gotten it yet,but apparently they were on the their way to Pittsburgh and he thought of me. Odd, that we should think to contact each other on the same day, out of the blue. Annnnnd he told me some interesting news about the guard....I just don't understand them. But it makes me so glad I've found a place where 'family' is the only way to describe it. Bushwackers 06 is turning out to be way more fun than even I expected.
I just know this is going to be a summer where so many things will change. I have a feeling I'm going to find out alot of new things about myself, or at least act on certain things I haven't before.
Everyone else seems to be settling down. Making decisions. Wising up.
Not me.
And I'm ok with that, for now. Growing up is not something you can force. Neither is learning.
I feel so torn, but in the best way possible. I feel like there's so many options out there, and I don't really know what to do with myself. All I know is I will go places, meet people, learn new things, and become a better person from it. It's not the conventional way to 'grow up', but its not a bad way.