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I've said this before, but I'll say it again.
FUCK LIVE JOURNAL....
As much as I haven't posted, I equally haven't been reading it. Whenever I do read it, I get depressed. That's not the point.
I hate so many people right now it's not even funny.
(sigh) yes, I even hate you. Don't feel like you're excluded.
I am going to go on a killing spree if George W wins, I'm blaming it on the lack of care from the youth. There's enough of us out there to make a FUCKING difference, isn't there? Get off your ass and do somethin'
On a happier note, I have a new attitude about Hot Topic-- Pretend to like everyone (I'm a bitch, so you will never ever ever know if you are on my great big hate list or not) and just do my job and love helping little kids pick out tees and then get the fuck out before I want to strangle myself. I have cried the past TWO times I have worked, well, once after work and the other time before, and I'm just saying.....
I like my job.
I don't like trying to make everyone happy because then I look like a flip-flopping, backstabbing bitch, instead of the caring person that I am. so...
I plan on meeting with Lauren (whatever good that will do)
and I'm sorry I trusted anyone, I don't anymore.
BUT,
I still like my job, so ha ha ha.
It's pretty damn cold at Seth's house, speaking of which-
I don't have a place to live in a month.
I'm counting down the days to homelessness.
I am so upset about it, it's not funny.
I don't ever want to hang out with you again, and yes, I am holding a grudge.
I feel the need to explain my hate list:
1. hating other people keeps you from untimately hating yourself
2. I too had a bad day today
3. I don't have time to hang out so fuck 'em all
4. by fake "burning bridges" I don't have to make amends
5. people are selfish
6. I ran out of hope. no one is currently putting it back into me.
I don't really have a hate list, but I sure as hell wish I did.
Fuck you, I'm tired. I work too hard.
FUCK LIVE JOURNAL....
As much as I haven't posted, I equally haven't been reading it. Whenever I do read it, I get depressed. That's not the point.
I hate so many people right now it's not even funny.
(sigh) yes, I even hate you. Don't feel like you're excluded.
I am going to go on a killing spree if George W wins, I'm blaming it on the lack of care from the youth. There's enough of us out there to make a FUCKING difference, isn't there? Get off your ass and do somethin'
On a happier note, I have a new attitude about Hot Topic-- Pretend to like everyone (I'm a bitch, so you will never ever ever know if you are on my great big hate list or not) and just do my job and love helping little kids pick out tees and then get the fuck out before I want to strangle myself. I have cried the past TWO times I have worked, well, once after work and the other time before, and I'm just saying.....
I like my job.
I don't like trying to make everyone happy because then I look like a flip-flopping, backstabbing bitch, instead of the caring person that I am. so...
I plan on meeting with Lauren (whatever good that will do)
and I'm sorry I trusted anyone, I don't anymore.
BUT,
I still like my job, so ha ha ha.
It's pretty damn cold at Seth's house, speaking of which-
I don't have a place to live in a month.
I'm counting down the days to homelessness.
I am so upset about it, it's not funny.
I don't ever want to hang out with you again, and yes, I am holding a grudge.
I feel the need to explain my hate list:
1. hating other people keeps you from untimately hating yourself
2. I too had a bad day today
3. I don't have time to hang out so fuck 'em all
4. by fake "burning bridges" I don't have to make amends
5. people are selfish
6. I ran out of hope. no one is currently putting it back into me.
I don't really have a hate list, but I sure as hell wish I did.
Fuck you, I'm tired. I work too hard.