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i'm bored and it's almost midnight. so, i'm getting pretty excited for the first. i really want to start and do this. i think i understand why i'm not staying motivated though. i've been overweight for a long time and i'm finally becoming confortable with who i am- not just my weight but me in general. i don't know if that makes sense, but a lot of teenagers are insecure or uncomfortable with themselves. i'm just really glad i'm not like that. seriously. lately, i've been so fine with how i am and what i look like and my problems. i'm not here to rant about how i have it oh so much worse or better but i honestly think this is why i haven't been motivated. then i think about it and i want to be smaller and i want to go into other stores that i can't right now and shop. you know? like, weight loss, right now, is one of my biggest battles in life. i just don't want it to consume me so i'm always thinking about food or eating. right now i really want to join a lot of things for weight loss though as far as websites.. i think that will help me to stay on track. i'm going to comment. < 3