Title:The Result of A Relationship Pairing:JunMa Rating:G Summary: Toma gets bored but then has a change of heart Genre: FAIL!Angst Note: Writing excercise (to get the juices flowing I guess). Horrible! Horrible! Nonsensical!
Hey, [yes, late comment as usual. I'm the queen of all things procrastinated and late]. Oh, wanted to say, your angsty fics are heartbreaking at times. Oh well..
Anyway, a question.
Do you ever write fics that emulate your emotions/life?? I mean, I do. When I'm angsty, my fics are angsty. But then again... you write smut when you're depressed... But.. you get my question right??...
Well yeah. I put a lot of emotions in my fics. They might not be an exact replicate of my current feelings. But I put a lot in my fics that's why its so hard to promote them.
I promoted after a long time and I felt so nervous. I just don't like putting myself put there like that but at the same time would appreciate more readers so I don't get the self conflict but yeah whatever.
And by that if you meant if I'm depressed now. Then no I'm not. But I am having some doubts on love, like,sex and relationships.
So dysfunctional relationship centered fics and plots are coming up in my head.
I have so many more of these. I just don't write them out cause people would think I'm freaking weird
Understood. Coz it feels weird sometimes writing fics that are so close to my feelings, emotions and what-nots. It's like I'm baring my soul for all to see, read, and criticize. But then, if I think about it, no one will actually know my writings are what I'm going through, angst or not.
Mostly people will just read it and think I must be in the mood for angsty fics.
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Did you get my mail on the fic?
Anyway no use for more its just a writing excercise XD
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Ahahaha then prompt for it?
Would you not like a Tomapi something instead though?
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My wishlist post is completely bare XD
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Thanks for sharing this!
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Thanks!
**shameless self promotion worked**
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Oh, wanted to say, your angsty fics are heartbreaking at times. Oh well..
Anyway, a question.
Do you ever write fics that emulate your emotions/life??
I mean, I do. When I'm angsty, my fics are angsty. But then again... you write smut when you're depressed... But.. you get my question right??...
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Well yeah. I put a lot of emotions in my fics. They might not be an exact replicate of my current feelings. But I put a lot in my fics that's why its so hard to promote them.
I promoted after a long time and I felt so nervous. I just don't like putting myself put there like that but at the same time would appreciate more readers so I don't get the self conflict but yeah whatever.
And by that if you meant if I'm depressed now. Then no I'm not. But I am having some doubts on love, like,sex and relationships.
So dysfunctional relationship centered fics and plots are coming up in my head.
I have so many more of these. I just don't write them out cause people would think I'm freaking weird
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Coz it feels weird sometimes writing fics that are so close to my feelings, emotions and what-nots.
It's like I'm baring my soul for all to see, read, and criticize. But then, if I think about it, no one will actually know my writings are what I'm going through, angst or not.
Mostly people will just read it and think I must be in the mood for angsty fics.
Thanks for sharing baby. It was comforting :)
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