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im so confused right now with stuff..its like a buisy highway running in my head...im so messed up with feelings right now..its so confusin
and i hate it..theirs no where to hide and its closing in..it happens all the time..its like being boxed in and trapped..i wish i had my feelings set and know what i want..right now i dont know what i want or am i just too afraid to make a decision...i wait too long and something bad always happens..its the greatest feeling when u hear someone say someone likes you but then for some odd reason,i stop and think to much..thats where i start to get confused and think to much..its either i dont know what i want or i waited too long and its not their anymore then i get mad at myself for waiting to long or afraid to do anything..ugh im a mess right now..just to much on my mind to even think straight and sort it all out..
Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me,
In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me,
Here I stand hold back so no one can see,
I feel these wounds, step down, step down,
step down.