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.:. Today.:.
Today was okay. I spent the night at Niki's last night. It was alot of fun. We went to the Library today. I looked through magazines and I found this picture of Usher! I was so excited! I was going to put it on my wall. I showed Alex and he went "Achoo" and ripped it! I was So0o0o pissed! Infact I still am! I dont know why he does stuff like that!
.:. Im a Brat .:.
I gave Alex my phone to hold... He pulled it out an the antena cracked off. When I told my parents they yelled at me. They called me things like a loser who is irresponsible, and ehat I'm a brat. I curled up in the corner of my bed. with the covers over me. I thought he was going to hit me. When he left the room I called alex. I was sitting in a dark hole in my closet. I was scared! I hate my dad!
.:. Alex .:.
Something has been up with him! Hes been acting like hes dissapointed in me, like all the time. This might sound So0o retarded. But all I want is for someone to love me. And right now I feel like noone wants me. I try to make him the happiest person with me. But he doesnt seem like he wants to be with me. =( I just dont understand! I am So0o jealouse of Taylor and Matt's relationship. I wish me and Alex were like that! They spend alot of time together. He respects her. They are just so passionate and cute.
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