coldplay...sounds good.
wow. so much stuff has happened lately. it's all been so perfect i'm so afraid it will end...like it once did not to long ago...
so the past few days i've been kind of mellowed out, now i just feel the need to listen to coldplay and think of kay and sarah and remember how much fun we used to have, then how everything fell somewhat apart...nj to fl.
i'm just in an odd mood, i feel emo, but i dont act it around my friends, guess they just dont know the real me? no they do, just not right now, i'm just talking in jibberish now, not making any sense...
i really don't want to go to work tonight, i don't feel like dealing with people i just want to go talk to my friends, actually talk, not just talk about random stuff like really talk, i feel better when i do that.
i feel like im in a book, "the perks...." to be exact, that kid was awesome, i wish i could be him :/
what am i really talking about does anyone honestly know? i don't so i suposse you won't either...
tomorrow is trevor's birthday so i shall say, "happy birthday trevor"
hopefully i will get to see kay next monday, i think thats really just what i need right now, something from my 'old' life to bring ME back. i need the old me back for a while, im afraid if i dont see it soon, something bad will happen and i will never see it again, and frankly that will not do...so horray for kay on monday. :]
well, ill guess ill end this long notation of quite frankly, absolutly nothing....lovely.