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things went so fast im not even sure they happened at all.
we broke up today, it feels strange mostly cause i dont feel it, after it happened we hung out for a couple of hours, i thik this was by far the best break up ive ever expirienced, neither of us were upset, i didnt yell he didnt curse me. tomorrow we´re going out i wonder...
its for the best and we both know it, things were nice while they lasted but i think us both realized that only friendship nourished out of this, i expected love or something but frindship was it.
i dont know if what im saying makes sense mostly cause im not all here, smoking can be a powerful thing.
alex is definetly a person of substance and someone i love deeply i just contradicted myself but i feel both ways, i do love him im almost certain he loves me, maybe in a few years we´ll try again, not a second chance kind of try but a continuation of what we left undone today,its almost uncofortable to breathe cause im so confused by what i feel.
what nourishes me to live will kill me in the end.
we broke up today, it feels strange mostly cause i dont feel it, after it happened we hung out for a couple of hours, i thik this was by far the best break up ive ever expirienced, neither of us were upset, i didnt yell he didnt curse me. tomorrow we´re going out i wonder...
its for the best and we both know it, things were nice while they lasted but i think us both realized that only friendship nourished out of this, i expected love or something but frindship was it.
i dont know if what im saying makes sense mostly cause im not all here, smoking can be a powerful thing.
alex is definetly a person of substance and someone i love deeply i just contradicted myself but i feel both ways, i do love him im almost certain he loves me, maybe in a few years we´ll try again, not a second chance kind of try but a continuation of what we left undone today,its almost uncofortable to breathe cause im so confused by what i feel.
what nourishes me to live will kill me in the end.