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i guess it hasnt hit me yet.
things are not good at home for the moment, my mother and her lover wont even talk to me.
whatever.
i guess you never really know if your a good person until you find yourself sorrounded by assholes. the thought of leaving this place where i had many laughs and many loves doesnt upset me whatsoever, so im feeling somewhat guilty, im not hurting but i can clearly see i have hurt others, and for that i am not redeemed but unsatisfied.
when will i now where i belong if i keep moving from place to place.
it really makes little sense.
i want to leave without saying goodbye, but that would be the "selfish" thing to do. right? !
things are not good at home for the moment, my mother and her lover wont even talk to me.
whatever.
i guess you never really know if your a good person until you find yourself sorrounded by assholes. the thought of leaving this place where i had many laughs and many loves doesnt upset me whatsoever, so im feeling somewhat guilty, im not hurting but i can clearly see i have hurt others, and for that i am not redeemed but unsatisfied.
when will i now where i belong if i keep moving from place to place.
it really makes little sense.
i want to leave without saying goodbye, but that would be the "selfish" thing to do. right? !