"oh don't you just love sick days?""no, actually, i'd like to kick them in the balls and laugh&run."
"A Perfect Sonnet"
Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing mattered
All would be clear then
But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line
'Cause that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept
You are here then you're gone
But I believe that lovers should be tied together and
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
and left there to drown
Left there to drown in their innocence
i was puking when i woke up this morning, so i stayed home. but now i'm feeling better. i still want to make christmas cookies tonight with ben, and my mom is all but forcing me to put up the tree she's avoided as of today. ech.
i think maybe putting journals in here is making me ignore my actual journal, and that's no good. so, i'm trying to put only minimal overviews of what's going on in here, and saving the real teeth grinding drama for that. haha. which i'm hoping to avoid, and have been, so basically..my journal's pretty empty these days.
when me and my dad got into a huge gay rights debate last week, somewhere during, i ended up confessing my religional views [or lack thereof].yet still he acts either ignorant to it, or he simply does not care to my opinion either way. sunday he acted like it was all the same, forced me to go to church, elbowed me when i didn't sing.
it's funny how he tells me i should be tolerant and/or accepting of the views of others despite my own, [which i definitely am]when he shows absolutely no recognition to his own advice.
i don't know.
it's really nothing to complain about, because i just can't change it no matter how passionate my views go either way. some people almost choose to stay ignorant, and if they want it that way, fine. there's no use trying to educate people who don't want to be educated, because they won't really hear what you say. they'll just wait for their turn to talk, and that's fine, it's human nature, i suppose.
but anyways,
i'm hoping to avoid problems with my racist, homophobic step dad today, so i'm getting offline, before he tells me my straight a's and helping around the house just aren't enought..that my sitting on the internet for 30 minutes ammounts to my growing stupidity.
well, doctor or not, he's sure stupid as hell.
but hey,
i'm in a good mood.
so that's good eh?
=] it's nice out today.
Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing mattered
All would be clear then
But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line
'Cause that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept
You are here then you're gone
But I believe that lovers should be tied together and
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
and left there to drown
Left there to drown in their innocence
i was puking when i woke up this morning, so i stayed home. but now i'm feeling better. i still want to make christmas cookies tonight with ben, and my mom is all but forcing me to put up the tree she's avoided as of today. ech.
i think maybe putting journals in here is making me ignore my actual journal, and that's no good. so, i'm trying to put only minimal overviews of what's going on in here, and saving the real teeth grinding drama for that. haha. which i'm hoping to avoid, and have been, so basically..my journal's pretty empty these days.
when me and my dad got into a huge gay rights debate last week, somewhere during, i ended up confessing my religional views [or lack thereof].yet still he acts either ignorant to it, or he simply does not care to my opinion either way. sunday he acted like it was all the same, forced me to go to church, elbowed me when i didn't sing.
it's funny how he tells me i should be tolerant and/or accepting of the views of others despite my own, [which i definitely am]when he shows absolutely no recognition to his own advice.
i don't know.
it's really nothing to complain about, because i just can't change it no matter how passionate my views go either way. some people almost choose to stay ignorant, and if they want it that way, fine. there's no use trying to educate people who don't want to be educated, because they won't really hear what you say. they'll just wait for their turn to talk, and that's fine, it's human nature, i suppose.
but anyways,
i'm hoping to avoid problems with my racist, homophobic step dad today, so i'm getting offline, before he tells me my straight a's and helping around the house just aren't enought..that my sitting on the internet for 30 minutes ammounts to my growing stupidity.
well, doctor or not, he's sure stupid as hell.
but hey,
i'm in a good mood.
so that's good eh?
=] it's nice out today.