i am a pessimistic bastard.

Dec 05, 2005 11:12

yeah, so Sunday was ludachris. not often can you use a word so cool. although yesturda-far from cool ( Read more... )

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im_uh_waste December 5 2005, 21:00:10 UTC
if you're gonna have fun with "cool words," make sure you can spell them ;D

I love kids, idk about 2 and a half hours of just watching them, but I think little kids are so cute. I was at a wedding a week or so ago, and in front of me over this woman's shoulder was the cutest baby girl in the entire world. I played with her, and made faces and stuff the whole time, she loved my hat. lol. idk. I really hope someday i will have a kid/kids of my own. That is one of the greatest things i think i can accomplish in life, is to be a really great "cool" dad to my kid, and give them the best life i can provide for them. idk... people like you with the "i can't stand the stupidity of the nose picking bastards"... like, you were a kid once too. I think its really interesting to watch them and see how far they are along developmentally and you can almost see their entire thought process, in their faces and then through their actions. sigh, idk, okay im going on too long, sorry you had such a shitty time, but you have to admit... little abby IS pretty cute :p lol ~later

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throughthesmile December 6 2005, 17:23:18 UTC
i really do like kids. just some of them are annoying to me. my little sister Sydney for example. i love that girl to death. she's not quite old enough to walk (7 months), and crys every time we have her try to crawl. she likes to play with my beads. she's the cutest baby.
and i think this sunday was just particularly hard for me. it's strangely out of charecter, but i just couldn't stand these kids. one of them for example: mocked everything i did. which made me laugh, and then annoyed. i love babysitting even. and yeah, i do plan on having kids. i just wrote this under the stress of my mom and sisters fighting. my mom was saying she was going to move out because she couldn't stand my other sister, tara. the way my mom chooses to raise us makes me think she denys having us at all.

i dunno. i want to be a good parent too.
it's just easier to say i won't.

i know one day i will.
i do love kids.
just a bad day.

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