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everything pretty much rocks lately. the fair was sooooooo kick ass. scotty, tia, and britt were so awesome to hang out with.for real. i had the most fun birthday EVER. EEEEVVVEEERRR. i got 5 birthday lapdances and like..5 massages. i was feeling perrty special. best time of the whole summer!!
and then i went back to Brooklyn and finally got to hang out with Seth and Robby. and of course Nick, Scotty, and Tia. we went swimming and went to scottys. we all watched the crow and the caption stuff for blow but i pretty much slept through that all. i looked out the window to see scotty with these big orange gloves like..doing jumps on his bike. that made me laugh soooo hard. scotty is so funny. hehe.
and now im going to brooklyn again Saturday for scotty's birthday which should be soooo much fun. yayayayaayayay.that's super.
i left out alot..but i'm tired. so yeah.
lately i am so confused. i really don't care if i'm with someone or not. but i hate it when people send me all these completely dillusional messages. what do you want of me!!!??? just come out and say it! ugh.
but on a differant note- seth has potentially pretty eyes. and i like him still. nothing will come of it but pain... because of that other whole situation thats just waiting to be exposed. whatever. WHATEVER. i like my life and i like myself. i'm happy and i don't need a relationship to change that. stupidness.
and then i went back to Brooklyn and finally got to hang out with Seth and Robby. and of course Nick, Scotty, and Tia. we went swimming and went to scottys. we all watched the crow and the caption stuff for blow but i pretty much slept through that all. i looked out the window to see scotty with these big orange gloves like..doing jumps on his bike. that made me laugh soooo hard. scotty is so funny. hehe.
and now im going to brooklyn again Saturday for scotty's birthday which should be soooo much fun. yayayayaayayay.that's super.
i left out alot..but i'm tired. so yeah.
lately i am so confused. i really don't care if i'm with someone or not. but i hate it when people send me all these completely dillusional messages. what do you want of me!!!??? just come out and say it! ugh.
but on a differant note- seth has potentially pretty eyes. and i like him still. nothing will come of it but pain... because of that other whole situation thats just waiting to be exposed. whatever. WHATEVER. i like my life and i like myself. i'm happy and i don't need a relationship to change that. stupidness.