ill find a way to make this dream of mine a life and real to me.

[throughemoeyes]

the past few days have been fun.. kind of. Sunday Jeff came over when he got out of work and we watched the Butterfly Effect.. I ended up crying at the end its such a good movie. Then we just cuddled and stuff.. I love him so much. Monday I went to Megans house & Steve was there.. I bought over the Butterfly Effect & we watched that. On Tuesday I went to Steves then Sean & Ian ended up coming over too. I watched them have band practice which was pretty fun. Steve & Sean thought itd be funny to tickle my feet.. I ended up kicking them and biting both of them. I fucking showed them. Then on Wednesday Jeff came over.. I played him this song I wrote to him.. we cuddled and stuff and kissed and wow I'm in love with him. Then on Thursday I went to Karisas & Steve was there. We played with Murphy which is Karisas kitten then Steve left and we got bored. Then Jeff rode his bike down and we hung out and took pictures.. which you can view at the link at the end of this. Then Jeff had to leave so me and Karisa decided to mosh in her room to Slipknot & Orgy. Were such good moshers. Then we rode the quad. After that we stayed up online while Karisa talked to Dave. Then on Friday John. Matt. Steve. Joey. & Sean came over to Karisas and we played guitar and took pictures and partied it up. Then I left around 5 to go to Jeffs where he was packing :( so I went there for a little bit and then we went up to Jays.. I ended up crying because I dont want him to go cause Im scared. Hes going to be gone for our anniversary too which fucking sucks. 10 days without Jeff. This sucks. Last night I was a mess.. 10 minutes couldnt go by without me crying wow. Im so in love with him. Hes fucking amazing. Im burning The Postal Service cd right now. Im going to get a tan and get toned up. Im in such a fucking bad mood right now. yeah so.. bye.



we are bee eff eff el dude.



Me Steve & Murphy



Karisa & My love



sigh..



We fucking rule.



We <3 moshing.



Crack whores anyone?