I just want you to know who I am
So one day of work down.
No one is dead.. no one had the wrong food..
it's kinda cool.
I ate ice cream in the corner when no one came through the drive through.
It made me feel better.
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough to be exact.
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My chest hurts. My head has not quit hurting yet.
But hey. I'm breathing.
And my dad felt bad for yelling at me.. so he made me dinner and told me about his first car wreck.
And then he said your grounded. (for what? wrecking the car?)
but whatever.
Mom just said "show that to amanda.. she needs to laugh.."
It's a leather jacket she bought to ride on the motorcycle with.
Definetly not a mom jacket.. I will be taking that one.
I'm just so tired.
I'm at the end of my rope.
I'm contemplating the sayings.. "When you're at the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.." and "Sometimes you just need to fall to be able to get back up.."
I don't know which to choose.
It might just be the time to fall.. and let God catch me. He wouldn't let me fall too hard.. or any harder than I needed to.
Psalm 34:18
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
I went to see my car at Hensons and the man said "Oh.. that's your car? Because I just knew that whoever was driving this one was going to be hurt pretty bad.."
yes. thank you.