chelsea is my shining star.
my dad told me that i wasn't going to go to college.
.. or at least he wasn't going to pay for it.
and my mom said that if she was me she wouldn't be where i am..
because she would have done more.
and i left the room feeling 1 foot tall.. if even that.
and i crawled under my bed and screamed for almost an hour.
because..
i don't know what to do.
"it's not rocket science, amanda.. it's only high school.."
i didn't want to get out of bed today.