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[throughbeinco0l]

oh great.
here i go again.
im stuck in this rut.
not sure how to begin.
oh. should i tell everything.
im feeling out of luck.
so i won't see you soon.
because i know its too soon.
for you to see me.
if this is the last thing you do.
just tell me that its okay for me.
to have these feelings for you.
and its normal to want to call you.
oh im dialing the phone.
letting it ring for hours.
pretending to hear your voice.
why does my heart always beat before yours does?
after awhile you can make yourself believe in almost anything.
im making myself believe in you.