chicano, chicanismo, pollywort soda, and nasty brown candy that tastes like shit
it's friday night and i am sitting at home watching tv
very exciting...believe me i know
tonight i had to work
they put me in garden
it was kind of awful but kind of not all at the same time
it was awful because i was freezing
not because it was super slow and i just kind of got to chill
i walked up and down the rows about 15 times
it was my exercise
then i stood there and cleaned these book things for about an hour
and then i sat on the counter for about an hour
i really dont even know how to explain my feelings on wheather it was better then work normally is or worse
i dont think i really have feelings on that
it just kind of is what it is
i came home to find that i received a scholarship from uwwc
$1500 i wont have to pay
i was really excited
now for the pathetic part of my update
bob went up north this weekend
i know what everyone elses responses are going to be
you are stupid get over it it's just the weekend
and i know...it's really not that big of a deal
but i still miss him
i mean this realationship has turned out so much better then i ever expected
i never ever thought i would be in this type of relationship in high school
i never really wanted it
but now i wouldn't have it any other way
bob makes me happy
i see him and i get a smile on my face
he makes me laugh
he makes me think
he makes me feel beautiful
he makes me feel amazing
and that is why this is the pathetic part of my update
because i am pathetic
and i know everyone reading this thinks i am pathetic
maybe they are thinking it is a high school relationship
it's never going to last
it's over rated
it's stupid
and maybe they are right
but the best part is
i dont really care
even if it doesn't last forever
it is right now
and i like it
very exciting...believe me i know
tonight i had to work
they put me in garden
it was kind of awful but kind of not all at the same time
it was awful because i was freezing
not because it was super slow and i just kind of got to chill
i walked up and down the rows about 15 times
it was my exercise
then i stood there and cleaned these book things for about an hour
and then i sat on the counter for about an hour
i really dont even know how to explain my feelings on wheather it was better then work normally is or worse
i dont think i really have feelings on that
it just kind of is what it is
i came home to find that i received a scholarship from uwwc
$1500 i wont have to pay
i was really excited
now for the pathetic part of my update
bob went up north this weekend
i know what everyone elses responses are going to be
you are stupid get over it it's just the weekend
and i know...it's really not that big of a deal
but i still miss him
i mean this realationship has turned out so much better then i ever expected
i never ever thought i would be in this type of relationship in high school
i never really wanted it
but now i wouldn't have it any other way
bob makes me happy
i see him and i get a smile on my face
he makes me laugh
he makes me think
he makes me feel beautiful
he makes me feel amazing
and that is why this is the pathetic part of my update
because i am pathetic
and i know everyone reading this thinks i am pathetic
maybe they are thinking it is a high school relationship
it's never going to last
it's over rated
it's stupid
and maybe they are right
but the best part is
i dont really care
even if it doesn't last forever
it is right now
and i like it