my apology

[throobeingcool]

i've gone and burned a few bridges during the past few weeks. i've managed to cheat on my girlfriend, piss my parents off numerous times, and get into a fist fight with 2 of my friends. sunday everything was going good. plans were to get a good buzz and go bodyboarding. well beer was drank, lighter game was played, then it turned into a "bayside vs. kempsville" wrestling match well i just happened to be the only one from kempsville there so i kinda got jumped by my 4 bayside friends. everything was still cool. by the time i got off the couch matteo alvey and matt left the room and it was me and john. so i started slapboxing with him. matt came in the room and shoved me. wtf? so i shoved him back. matteo, alvey and john quickly try to break us up. matt swung at me. once again wtf? so i swung back and connected. then he connected on a few. fight broken up. the end right? no apparently not because when i went into the next room 5 minutes later he fucking hit me again. threats were made and i like a dumbass went and grabbed a knife out of the kitchen sink. i honestly still dont know why he swung at me. he said "it was just building up." well if it was just building up then why the fuck didn't he say something to me instead of just swinging? yeah i dont know either. then there was picking sides between 2 friends... cough matteo cough. thats cool though i dont need you as much as i thought i did. then i heard john telling them shit that was exaggerated so i asked him to come inside and confronted him about it. well he started yelling and went and kicked his car and blamed it on me. another wtf? so i walked outside and called him out on it infront of all the people he was trying to impress. well he then challenged me to a fight. well im not gonna back down from although i should have especially since he didnt plan on fighting me back. i walked out in the front yard and hit him 4 or 5 times. i felt horrible after i realized what happened. me john and alvey talked it out. one other person was in the room but he didnt contribute any to solving the situation all he would say is "i dont need to do this or that" like hes fucking perfect. yeah your real fucking perfect dude. apologys go out to john for hitting him. matt for whatever i have done to piss him off enough to want to fight me. i doubt either one of them will ever read this but there it is in black and white.

another apology goes out to kim. your right i am a pussy because i didnt tell you. like i said im sorry. if you never want to speak to me then i understand.