Jul 15, 2005 17:56
I am in NY for those that don't know i moved here @ the end of april. I moved because i'd like to get to know my family since we're all getting older. i also moved because what was i doing in florida jack shit wasting away and i am hoping w/ my free time here i;'ll be motivated to do some things. and yes i also moved because some of my friendships were crumbling this upset me and i felt i din't have much in florida anymore and those friendships that did remain were lacking due to distance Clay lives in o-town now Jack and Joshie moved to ocala etc., etc. and my long term non-relationship verged on pathetic grasping at someone i chose to think was perfect even when she was constantly cutting me open (just to watch me bleed) so i jetted i flexed but it was overall a healthy decision i wanted to read my dads poetry books i wanted a relationship w/ my sister and my niece and nephew i wanted to get to know my aunts and uncles before time runs out and we're all too old ( or dead) and i wanted to detach from my life i had been leading, hoping to give it new direction. sorry to all those i couldn't say good bye too and also i offer amends to all those i've hurt over the past few years to name a few people deserving of my sincerest apologise lynzi
darryl
mike
biani
t.j.
also some fuck you's
matt hope you enjoy your new paintball gun some people offered to stop by and retrieve it from you but fuck it right it was only almost 500 dollars of money spent and karma's a bitch good luck with that
mike i understand i pissed you off i understand i fucked up... but if you ever fucked up i wouldn't turn my back on you at least not without talking about it so sorry once again i'll always be around for you if you ever need anything or what not thank you for all your help and havin my back all those years
amtrack fuck amtrack they are horrible i'd rather fly a plane full ofr terrorissts w/ box cutters
also don't call me anybody i put my cell phone through the wash cycle (typical huh?) and uh it no workie no more
i'm funna try to keep this thing updated so ya'll can keep up w/ the throc morton.
i miss ya'll and i wish you all the best