Jul 25, 2006 01:30
wow i've neglected this thing....sorry guys...well whats new lessee...i'm finally with the love of my life....and its greater than in my dreams...the wait makes it sweet...but the bitter times i find make it profound...does that make sense? oh well it does for me... she challenges me...and tortures me....and amazes me...and perplexes me...and comforts me....and knows me...and anytime i learn something about her my spirit soars....and when we get through a problem and go through that oh so rough communication i love her more than ever...every time....this is the most real thing i've ever experienced....she is my best hopes and dreams realised......
i most likely will be returning to florida in a couple of month...but to sebastian,fl.....sorry my liquordale peeps...i miss you guys....but hello clay nad josh and of course charlene.
my objectives have been completed up here....and of course failed to meet my expectaions.....have no expectations and you'll never be let down my mom tells me...quite true.but i got my dads poetry and i've recconected with family i wouldn't have otherwise. and now its time to free myself of baggage i've neglected(credit, tickets, warrants, relations w/ the 'rents)so that i can begin a life i've dreamed of...school, activism, and love. i'm focused, determined, and have grown and learned so much....only took till i'm 24...and there's still oh so much more to learn....i'm excited...zelous...and very very happy.....