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I feel lately like no matter how much i try i cant do anything right, and no matter how much i try to beleive something, its not true. I feel so helpless. Im on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Stressed out beyond belief. Work fucked me over, i can feel heidi slowly slipping away, i dont have a connection with my family at all, and now i only have a few choice friends, because the rest have all lost there minds. this is all too much for me. for once i just want to know that i am right, that i am not in the wrong, that i dont have to feel bad about something that isnt my fault.