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today was really bad. me, mike, my parents, and his parents, all got into this huge thing. i cant really type it because its personal and i learned today that i should think before i speak. just know today was a lot of crying and mike left school. my mom doesnt want to be bothered with mike anymore. she doesnt want him at my house anymore and she says she doesnt want me with him, but shes not making me break up with him or anything. this is so bad, im like afraid to go to his house, and im supposed to go there tomorrow. i know what i did was wrong, i just cant face it because i didnt think anything would turn out like it did. ughhhhh.