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man i fucking miss the internet. i feel really odd right now. this morning i did a test to see how i acted without coffee for an hour and stahl says i act almost as peppy but not quite so hyper. i can't do without coffee. i am addicted.
also. i am funny not self-aware. i keep meaning to ask people how i seem to be doing this year but i always forget. too preoccupied with feeling normal. i bitched at a kid in my gov't class because he hadn't been there and he was like "my not being at school is interrupting with my education" and i told him that he should fucking be at school if he wants an education. i feel like i've been acting like normal used to be. i also bitched at my mom today. i don't even feel bad about it. i usually do. she and my dad have been acting perfectly infantile towards one another and they keep telling me about it. i told her that i don't want to fucking hear it anymore because it's not my problem, it's a problem between the two of them and they should fucking take care of it themselves because they're both too damn stubborn.
i've been reading "please kill me" which is a very good oral history of punk. it goes along with this punk mix i had katy make me, only the mix doesn't go in cronological order along with the book. television rocks, as do Iggy and the Stooges, and Richard Hell. MC5 is a bit too preachy for me, tho.
i gotta go practice now. love. bye.
also. i am funny not self-aware. i keep meaning to ask people how i seem to be doing this year but i always forget. too preoccupied with feeling normal. i bitched at a kid in my gov't class because he hadn't been there and he was like "my not being at school is interrupting with my education" and i told him that he should fucking be at school if he wants an education. i feel like i've been acting like normal used to be. i also bitched at my mom today. i don't even feel bad about it. i usually do. she and my dad have been acting perfectly infantile towards one another and they keep telling me about it. i told her that i don't want to fucking hear it anymore because it's not my problem, it's a problem between the two of them and they should fucking take care of it themselves because they're both too damn stubborn.
i've been reading "please kill me" which is a very good oral history of punk. it goes along with this punk mix i had katy make me, only the mix doesn't go in cronological order along with the book. television rocks, as do Iggy and the Stooges, and Richard Hell. MC5 is a bit too preachy for me, tho.
i gotta go practice now. love. bye.