A rant of fucking bullshit that fucking pisses me off
Since my last entry I have been lucky enough to recieve an MIP. A couple of Fridays ago I got really drunk and DECIDED TO SAFELY WALK TO THE RENDEZVOUS INSTEAD OF DRIVING (which normally happens)and I Joey Nadeau, johanna, and I all got MOTHER FUCKING MIPs. Its fucking bullshit if you ask me, I did not even do anything wrong for them to have to breathalize me... Joey is the one who fucked up. So this Wednesday I get to go to court... woo hoo.
In addition to getting an MIP, I am fucking ready to blow up RAYS. I need to get a new job as soon as fucking possible. I am not going to trash talk anyone in particular, but people need to stay out of my mother fucking business. I am probably going to get fired, because everyone thinks that I have a "DRUG PROBLEM." Everyone has there high and low points and I am at a low point, but people do not have to make it worse. The problem started, because people on my shifts don't know how to do really easy things that are common sense, and I get blammed. I can understand, because that is my job as a manager to make sure shit is done, but some of the things were out of my hands. The second thing the triggered my "DRUG ADDICTION" dilema at work is that I was really fucking sick of Saturday and no one would cover my shift, and everyone thought that I was having drug withdraws, and no one will believe me that I wasnt, because they think that I have a drug problem. So basically I am in a lose lose situation and need to fucking find a new profession.
despite fucking drama and bullshit I have a new man in my life, and he is wonderful. That is the one thing that keeps me going. Its hard to break up with someone who you have slept with everynight for almost two years, you dont realize how it feels to sleep alone or how much time you really use up with that person. Things are going good though with that aspect of my life, I really like him.
Im going to see ERIC CLAPTON in September woo hoo, my childhood dream is finally coming true
In addition to getting an MIP, I am fucking ready to blow up RAYS. I need to get a new job as soon as fucking possible. I am not going to trash talk anyone in particular, but people need to stay out of my mother fucking business. I am probably going to get fired, because everyone thinks that I have a "DRUG PROBLEM." Everyone has there high and low points and I am at a low point, but people do not have to make it worse. The problem started, because people on my shifts don't know how to do really easy things that are common sense, and I get blammed. I can understand, because that is my job as a manager to make sure shit is done, but some of the things were out of my hands. The second thing the triggered my "DRUG ADDICTION" dilema at work is that I was really fucking sick of Saturday and no one would cover my shift, and everyone thought that I was having drug withdraws, and no one will believe me that I wasnt, because they think that I have a drug problem. So basically I am in a lose lose situation and need to fucking find a new profession.
despite fucking drama and bullshit I have a new man in my life, and he is wonderful. That is the one thing that keeps me going. Its hard to break up with someone who you have slept with everynight for almost two years, you dont realize how it feels to sleep alone or how much time you really use up with that person. Things are going good though with that aspect of my life, I really like him.
Im going to see ERIC CLAPTON in September woo hoo, my childhood dream is finally coming true