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I can't wait to live on my own. I don't even care if im dirt poor, as long as I can do whatever I wan't to. I've began looking at different colleges in L.A or anywhere in California. I don't even care how expensive it will be. I'm not sure what I wan't to do yet, journalism, or fashion marketing. I'm going more towards fashion marketing because I think it would be less stressful, yet fun! I finally cut my hair off, i'm a baldy. Hahah it's hott. I really wish I had important things to say, but like always I don't. Today I went to a mexican restaurant. That show The Hills is like so freakin lame, but I love it? You can totally tell it's scripted and shit. I'm kinda missing Texas now. I've been in Georgia for almost 2 weeks now, I leave on June 14. I really haven't been doing much, but it's good to see Emily. This weekend we are going to Atlanta. It'll be fun. There is a dead fish in this aquarium and this other goldfish is like picking it and eating it! It's so disgusting, and it's scaring me. Oh yeh I think i'm going to check out "A Praire Home Companion" this weekend also. I am kinda excited to get back home, because I will hopefully get this job at a bank, and I can begin making money and SAVING it. I'm going to give up having trendy clothes and useless things for a year until I finally move. I miss my mom alot. I hope she is doing ok. It's getting closer to the time when I need to come out to her. There really isn't anything to hide, i'm sure she knows, yet i'm still scared. Fuck, im 18 already, and still fucking little. So MySpace is sooo fucking old, I find it pointless to add people and stuff, gah whateverrrr. I haven't shaved in like 1 week, i'm so lazyyyy. I've been staying up until like 5 am, and waking up at 3 pm. I finally updated enough to give anyone atleast some insight on whats going on in my lifez! Peace.