i remember halloween
Aloha, I'm freezing my ass off. And I remember my halloween unfortunatly...
'Tis been a pathetically sober weekend for me so far. I supose if I was deticated enough, it wouldn't have been. So, todays Friday?
Yesterday it was beautiful outside, as it was today, but so fucking cold, I couldnt stand it.
I stayed at Ollies last night, and hung out there all day and night. We were going to go to Brians, but Rachel couldnt make up her mind on if she wanted to go or stay or what have you, then we ended up not having a ride back, and I didn't wana stay there alone again... so, Brian if you see this brotha, I'm sorry for not showing up last night, we tried callin yo celly cell but you wouldnt answer and mine had really shitty reception, so sowwies.
I only slept for like 2 hours prolly. Rachel and Ollie went to bed at like 11, I couldnt sleep, so I lay there and thought how nice it would be to fall asleep for a very long time. Then I woke up at 6:15 to go to school with Rachel, heh. That didn't work out, so Ryan came and gots me and I went back to Ollies all day and watched movies, alone.
After the kids got outtie schoolio, we went to this snowboarding exposse at the Expo centre and it was a complete waste of money, time, thought, and energy. The only positive thing of decideding to go there was seeing all the hot men. Half of which whom I already pathetically knew, sadly yes, most of them were from up here, Sandy, Mt. Hood area, durr, heh. I did see my husband from Zumiez tho and that was nice. He reconizes me I think, which sucks. But he looked adorable as always, and he died his hair black, no more blond. He's a babe. Too bad he's probably 23 or so.
Ah! And last night Rachel was showing me her skating skills and tought me how to flaunt mine. Woot, Leah can skate offically now, how cool? I just need to work on my balancing skills.
I snapped some cool photies. I've seen a millions kids I knew.. Philly, C+, Ollie, D, Courtney, Cassie, Kalin[yuck], Chuck the stupid fuck fuck, Bryan and Amy, Tara, Salliye, Kayla, Christa, Christine, Willie... heh, yeah, excitment aye?
Nope, I need love.
I'm so jelous of everyone, no, just my friends who are couples, it's sickening to see them... being a couple when I'm not, never am, never will be.
Hah, you know what's even cooler? Is when almost all of them bitch at eachother constantly, that's one thing I don't want if I get a boyfriend, to be bithing and fighting about stupid, childish, pathetic bullshit. Grrr.
<3
nothing can explain the extent to which I am freezing.
'Tis been a pathetically sober weekend for me so far. I supose if I was deticated enough, it wouldn't have been. So, todays Friday?
Yesterday it was beautiful outside, as it was today, but so fucking cold, I couldnt stand it.
I stayed at Ollies last night, and hung out there all day and night. We were going to go to Brians, but Rachel couldnt make up her mind on if she wanted to go or stay or what have you, then we ended up not having a ride back, and I didn't wana stay there alone again... so, Brian if you see this brotha, I'm sorry for not showing up last night, we tried callin yo celly cell but you wouldnt answer and mine had really shitty reception, so sowwies.
I only slept for like 2 hours prolly. Rachel and Ollie went to bed at like 11, I couldnt sleep, so I lay there and thought how nice it would be to fall asleep for a very long time. Then I woke up at 6:15 to go to school with Rachel, heh. That didn't work out, so Ryan came and gots me and I went back to Ollies all day and watched movies, alone.
After the kids got outtie schoolio, we went to this snowboarding exposse at the Expo centre and it was a complete waste of money, time, thought, and energy. The only positive thing of decideding to go there was seeing all the hot men. Half of which whom I already pathetically knew, sadly yes, most of them were from up here, Sandy, Mt. Hood area, durr, heh. I did see my husband from Zumiez tho and that was nice. He reconizes me I think, which sucks. But he looked adorable as always, and he died his hair black, no more blond. He's a babe. Too bad he's probably 23 or so.
Ah! And last night Rachel was showing me her skating skills and tought me how to flaunt mine. Woot, Leah can skate offically now, how cool? I just need to work on my balancing skills.
I snapped some cool photies. I've seen a millions kids I knew.. Philly, C+, Ollie, D, Courtney, Cassie, Kalin[yuck], Chuck the stupid fuck fuck, Bryan and Amy, Tara, Salliye, Kayla, Christa, Christine, Willie... heh, yeah, excitment aye?
Nope, I need love.
I'm so jelous of everyone, no, just my friends who are couples, it's sickening to see them... being a couple when I'm not, never am, never will be.
Hah, you know what's even cooler? Is when almost all of them bitch at eachother constantly, that's one thing I don't want if I get a boyfriend, to be bithing and fighting about stupid, childish, pathetic bullshit. Grrr.
<3
nothing can explain the extent to which I am freezing.